iiii. private expectations

night

as we looked around the

train station,

we took in all the memories that

we had in store for them;

then you spoke up.

"mi, i know this sounds so fucking stupid and i know that we're so fucking young but,

i want you to marry me."

my eyes were shot open

and i looked over your side.

"jimin−"

my words were all jumbled up

so i could only

mutter out his name.

"i know that i don't have a ring right now, but i just want you to know that i'm still so sorry about what happened before and i swear to fucking god i'll make you the happiest girl in the world, mi. i love you. "

jimin ran his fingers through his hair as he said

those last words

leaving the both of us

breathless.

"out of all the women in this world, why me?"

you chuckled.

"ask the eighteen year old me."

"yes."

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