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Chapter 42- Jason's POV

I stared at Lacy not knowing what to say. I didn't know that was a problem. Was it?

"What..what's wrong with th..that?" I asked.

"Everything!" Lacy cried."She doesn't even deserve you!"

"B..but I love her." I whispered.

"Look Jason." She sighed." You don't love outside your race. Being friends is tolerable, but as for wives and girlfriends, that's just not right."

I shook my head trying to straighten my thoughts."Why..why not?"

"Let's just put it this way." Lacy said."We're like laundry Jason. You don't mixed the colors with the whites because when you do, it's just a big mess that no one wants to deal with."

I slowly nodded my head. My mom did always fuss whenever I was younger and dad would mix a bunch of clothes in washing machine. When I told Lacy this, she shook her head excitedly.

"Exactly!" She sighed." It's just something that you shouldn't do."

"S..Sam said that we we..were meant to be to..together." I whispered quietly.

"That's not true. You weren't meant to be together. She brainwashed you into thinking that we're all the same Jason. That we're all equal. That it was okay to be with another race...but it's not. We are so much better than them. We work our ass off, while they sit around and take what's ours. They're nothing! They're just parasites that feed off of us! You don't want to be with someone like that." Lacy snapped.

"But..but Sam is diff..different." I mumbled.

"No she isn't! She's just as bad as the rest of them." She hissed." She's using you Jason."

"No..no she's not." I whispered.

"Yes she is Jason. She's living in the house that your family provided, surviving off of the food that your family provides, if it wasn't for you and your family, she'd probably be dead right now." Lacy scoffed."What has she given you?"

I stared at my hands and thought about her question, but nothing came to mind.

"Exactly. She's just a leech and she's using you for everything you've got. It takes two to tango and right now you're dancing on your own Jason. She doesn't want you, she just wants whatever you have." She said with a satisfied grin.

I shook my head because I didn't want to believe what she was saying, but for some reason it felt as if she was right. Sam had never spent a dime on me as far as I knew.

"She doesn't really love you Jason." She whispered."Nothing good is going to happen with her around."

Lacy inched forward until she was right in front of me. She leaned in and slowly kissed my neck. She continued to kiss me in different spots until she reached my lips.

"Do you like that?" She whispered as she pressed her hands against my chest.

I couldn't deny that even though I felt guilty, I was really enjoying Lacy kissing me.

She kissed me again, but this time she was more forceful and rough. When I tried to pull away to say something, she bit down on my lip and smiled at me. My body grew hotter with every kiss and my breathing became heavy. When she slowly slid her hand down my chest and started to grope me, I let out a soft grunt and ran my fingers through her hair.

She slowly pulled away and looked me in the eye."Does Sam ever do that?"

I shook my head.

"People do that when they're in love Jason." She whispered."You show your affection...you pleasure each other."

She leaned towards me again, but I started to talk before she could kiss me."Wh..what about the twin..twins?"

"They'll grow up and be nothing just like their good for nothing mom. Lazy, low life, know nothing leeches. You don't want to be burdened with those kinds of things, now do you? They'll use you just like her." She whispered.

I shook my head as she started to kiss me again.

"I'm all you'll ever need." She whispered as she tugged at my shirt, trying to pull it off.

I slowly pulled away when I heard a soft gasp from behind. When I turned around, I saw Sam standing in the doorway with her face twisted in horror.

I struggled to stand up as she turned around and ran. By the time I made it to the door, she was already pulling away from the house. I stood in the doorway dumbfounded. I felt so guilty now. I didn't want her to find out like this.

"Typical." Lacy called from the couch.

I turned around and stared at her."W..what do you mean."

"How she just stormed out. If she really loved you,she would've stayed and tried to work it out. She wouldn't have given up so easily. She obviously doesn't care too much. You're supposed to fight for what you love." She said with a shrug. "Are you really going to stay with someone who doesn't love you? You deserve so much better than her Jason...You deserve me."

I nodded my head and sighed. Maybe she was right. Maybe me and Sam shouldn't be together.