song for chapter - better off dead by sleeping with sirens
- WARNING! MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND DEATH -
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Josh's pov :
I was sitting on the couch watching family guy when I heard a whimper. I looked over at Y/N and she was staring at the wall.
"Y/N? Are you okay?" I asked and she nodded. She had been like this for hours. I just shrugged it off and turned towards the tv.
We we're sitting there for a bit until I heard another noise. I turned towards her and saw her mumbling something. I tried reading her lips but all I read was, "better off dead."
She wouldn't be saying that, would she?
When she saw I was watching her she turned away, gripping the blanket she had tighter. Then she got up and went to the bedroom. I heard the door lock but I figured she was just using the bathroom.
She had been in there for about 20 minutes when I got scared. I went up the steps and knocked on the door. "Y/N?" I asked. No answer.
I grabbed a bobby pin off the table and stuck it in the lock. It took me a few minutes but I finally got it.
I walked in and the bathroom door was locked too. But a letter with my name on it was taped to it. I pulled it off and opened it.
"Josh,
Ugh. Hi. I'm sorry. Don't forget about me. Love you."
It was short, and she only says something short when she's sad.
I kicked open the bathroom door and saw her bloody body on the floor. I gasped, running to her side.
I put 2 fingers to her bloody wrist, but I couldn't find a pulse.
Sobs racked my body as I pulled her limp frame to my chest. I kissed the top of her head and cried.
"I love you." I mumbled into her hair, resting my chin on her head.
