Never Enough

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All I've done for you,

My patience grew into time,

Hard work consumed me,

Became an extra limb,

As if it was here from the beginning of my mere existence
All the rollercoaster emotions,

A turmoil within me.

To never fight ,
To give in to call another failure a quit I empowered

And still all I am rewarded with is a distasteful scorn,

Another repetitive nagging lecture,

Another disapproval and another word that was once confided is now my beating stick.

Never enough,

I now see i can never be enough for you ,

Nothing I do is enough to remove that distasteful scorn,

Nothing I do is enough to be rewarded with approval,

Nothing i do is enough to prevent another nagging lecture,

Nothing I do is enough for you to change.

And so now i say fuck you,

I don't care,

I can't make your problems disappear,

Now i say fuck you,

I don't have to obey,

I wont always stay,

Fuck you and whatever you say,
I'm done playing predator and prey,

Fuck what you think about me,

I'm who I was meant to be,

And fuck you if you think I'll never be free,

And fuck you cause I'm always enough for me.

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