Anonymous Confessions Part 2

Confession

Ever since I was little I have had night terrors. I would have a few a month until I got this pillow. Then they went away. I am on a student ambassador trip and I wasn't able to bring the pillow with me. Last we were staying in the meeting house of a local village and I had a night terror again. None of the other students woke up when I started screaming but the leaders woke up. They didn't know who it was so they just asked is everything okay to the room. I couldn't bring myself to respond because when you wake up from a night terror you have no idea if you are okay. So they just went to sleep. This morning before breakfast they asked everybody who was screaming last night and I raised my hand. Then they asked me if I was okay. I could feel an anxiety attack coming on so I just sat down and nodded. None of them looked convinced. None of the kids really noticed anything but now I am worried that the leaders are going to try to bring it up with. I don't really know how to talk to people about my problems and I don't want them to worry about me. I just want everybody on this trip to be able to enjoy themselves.