The lies are spinning out of control,
They're twisting back on me.
Creeping up and dragging me back under when i least expect it.
They slowly suffocate me,
but the voice tells me to carry on,
It says that one more white lie won't hurt?
surely?
I try to stop but i can't,
I can't even remember how they started.
The voice won't let me remember.
Remembering is bad,
Emotion is bad,
Numbness is good.
I don't want to keep this up,
but i have no other option,
No way out, I;m stuck at a dead end.