Connection

Chapter 24

I opened the door softly. Which wasn't that soft because i drank a lot so i didn't really hear 100% well. But i didn't wake Noah up so it was okay. I had little struggle undressing myself but after a few minutes my drunk mind got it and i finally got my button trough the hole. I sighed in relief. I got myself under the blanket and wrapped my arms around Noah's naked body. I was already too far away to get a boner.
The next morning i felt like shit. I stood up and immediately took a run to the toilet. Throwing up in the morning. Nice. I heard Noah get up.
"Are you okay?" She asked concerned.
"I think i drank a little too much yesterday." I said carefully standing up. Not wanting to upset my stomach again.
"You have a hangover?! How much did you drink?!" Noah was shocked. I was too. I never had hangovers, i could take alcohol so easily.
"A little too much apparently." I said softly, i felt guilty. Not the best way to wake up, for both of us.
"Are you okay?" She asked, i nodded softly. My head hurts so much. She hugged me, we we're both naked. Naked skin touching each other. I wanted to go further than just hugging. But i knew my head was gonna burst if i didn't lay down now.
"I have to lie down. My head." I said with an broken voice. I felt so bad.
"Okay. Let me help you." She softly grabbed my hand and leaded me back to bed. She got the blanket over me.
"Do you need anything? Tea? Aspirin?" She asked.
"Are you all ready getting motherly feelings?" I asked laughing carefully.
"I'll bring you tea." She smiled, kissed my forehead and left the room. I laid my head down in the pillow and waited with my eyes closed till Noah got back. I could use some tea. My throat still hurted from puking and my head felt like it could explode any minute. Luckily Noah was quick. Within 5 minutes she was back with the tea. She put it on the table besides the bed.
"Thanks love." I smiled at her.
"You're welcome. Anything else my prince?" She asked jokingly.
"Could you lie next to me?" I asked with a smirk.
"With love." Her naked body warmed everything under the blanket. With her head on my chest we both fell asleep again. The tea got cold.
When i woke up i felt much better. Noah was already awake, she was playing with the little chest hair i had.
"Do you feel better?" She asked softly when she noticed i woke up.
"Much better." I kissed her forehead. She looked at me smiling. I kissed her lips. I rolled on her. We were both still naked. I moaned aggressively kissing her again. Her arms wrapped around my neck. Her soft breasts against my chest. Then suddenly a wave of incredible head ache hit me and i fell back with my hands against my head.
"Holy fuck." I whispered in pain.
"Are you okay?" Noah asked concerned.
"Not really. My head!" I yelped. It hurts so much.
"I'll get you a aspirin." Noah got up and walked downstairs. I was still pressing my hands against my fore head. I've never been in this much pain before. When my finger was between two rocks it hurted pretty bad. But this topped everything. Fucking hell! I heard Noah coming up the stairs again. She had a glass of water. The aspirin was already dissolved.
"Here." She gave me the glass. She walked on her tiptoes and whispered. Adorable. I love her so.
"Thanks love." I gulped it in and laid back again. I knew it wouldn't help. My body was too quick. Medicine never helped anything for me. It has always been that way.
"It's not gonna help isn't it?" She asked my smiling.
"No it won't. But trying won't hurt me." I smiled back.
"I know."
"I'm so sorry. I'll feel better in a few hours. Then we can start packing." I really felt guilty.
"That's okay. We have all the time in the world." She kissed me softly.
"I love you Noah." I said. I had never said anything that felt more true.
"I love you too Keith." I saw she felt the same way. If i didn't have this damn head ache..
"Sleep love." Noah said smiling. I nodded carefully and closed my eyes. But i didn't fall asleep. I couldn't. I was twisting and turning.
"What's wrong?" Noah asked.
"I can't fall asleep." I answered.
"I noticed that. Can i help?" She smiled.
"Yeah. Could you lay with me?" I asked. She immediately did what i asked. This girl was the best thing that had ever happened to me. Seriously. With her head on my chest i fell asleep again.
I dreamed about being a father. I was playing my guitar and Noah sat across from me with something lying on her arm. But i couldn't see what because it was wrapped in a blanket. I stood up with my guitar still in my hand and walked towards them. I looked in the bundle of blankets and saw a little sleeping baby. His eyelashes were long. He looked serenely happy. He looked like Noah. Our little Chuck. My heart was filled with love. I stretched my arms wanting to hold my son. But suddenly with every step i took i went away further from Noah. I wanted to go closer but i couldn't! I just wanted my son! It felt like something was holding me back so i looked around. My guitar. It was too heavy. When i let go of it i could suddenly run forwards again. I started to cry and fell down on my knees. Noah bowed next to me, handing me my son.
I woke up with shivers all over my body. I felt my face, i really cried.
"Are you okay?" Noah asked concerned for the third time that day.
"Nightmare." I said. It was pretty obvious my unconsciousness was trying to tell me. I had a choice to make.
"Tell me." Noah asked
"I can't properly remember." I lied. And it felt so bad. But i had to, i didn't wanna worry Noah. I didn't look at her because i know she would see it when i lied.
"Oh okay. How's your head doing?" She asked. I felt.
"Much better. Time to pack?" I asked. She nodded. I got up, was a little dizzy for a few seconds. Shook my head and went to the bathroom to keep my head under the cold water for a few seconds.
"The boxes are already downstairs. Where do we start?" I took us 5 hours to pack all my stuff. I never knew i had this much. And it was only little stuff. The furniture was from the house so we could leave that. After 5 hours we were both incredibly tired but satisfied. The house felt hollow. A chapter that ended. Time to move on.
"How are we gonna get all the stuff to your mom?" Noah asked.
"Mick promised me that we could use his car." I answered.
"Keith! We both have no license!"
"So? I can drive!" I laughed.
"I'll walk." She said.
"No you're not! You stay here while i got to Mick and get the car." I said standing up.
"Okay." Noah shrugged and sat down on the couch. I kissed her and went out the door. Time to walk. I needed to think. Why did my unconsciousness wanna make me choice between music and Noah? That's impossible. I can't live without both of them! I was not paying attention and almost walked past Mick's house. I noticed right on time and rung the bell.
"Hi Keith! You look like shit! What happened?" Mick asked concerned when he saw my worried face.
"I had a nightmare." I shrugged.
"Come in." Mick holds the door open for me and i follow him to the living room.
"So tell me." Mick says. I sigh and explain my dream to him.
"And now i don't know what to do." I end the story.
"Keith you're forgetting something. It was a dream. This is not a choice you have to make. You can have both." Mick smiled at me. He could be an ass. But when you really needed him he gave the best advises.
"Thanks man." I smile at him.
"For you always." He playfully slaps my shoulder.
"So for what i came, can i borrow your car for a day?" I asked.
"Yeah sure! Be careful tho!" He throws his car keys at me.
"Thanks. I'll try to bring it back tomorrow." I catch them. Wave at Mick and open his car. I look around the thing for a few minutes until i have the feeling i got it. I start the car and it goes surprisingly easy. I drive to my house and park the car. When i walk inside i can't spot Noah.
"Noah?" I yell.
"Here." I hear a soft voice coming from upstairs. Fuck. I quickly run upstairs. Yeah just like i thought, Noah is hanging above the toilet.
"I'm so sorry for leaving! Are you okay?" I ask concerned holding her hair back and softly stroking her back.
"It's okay. Better now you are here." She leans her head against my shoulder and i kiss her forehead. After a while she stands up, still lightly shaking.
"Are you okay?" I ask concerned. Not letting go of her hand.
"Yeah i'm fine. Let me brush my teeth." She smiles weakly at me and lets go of my hand. Quickly brushing her teeth and then grabbing my hand again.
"Let's move." I kissed her soft lips and immediately forgot what i just said. My desire was stronger.
"Let's say goodbye to the bed."
I moaned lifting her up and dropping her on the bed.
"Goodbye." She wrapped her arms around me and kissed me full passion.
"I love you." I moan in her ear.
"I love you too." That's it. I can't take any more. I ripped her clothes off as quick as possible before unzipping my own pants. Slowly Noah pulls my shirt over my head. Stroking my tummy. I get shivers all over my body and kiss her. Again. And again. And again.
"Come on Keith!" Noah moans in desire. I smile and push myself into her. Going faster and faster till i fall back on the mattress. The whole time she didn't let go of my hand. We were now lying next to each other, breathing heavy. Our sweaty hands still holding each other.
"I love you. I love you so much." I kiss her and kiss her. I don't know why, but tears are streaming down my face. Nice Keith. Very manly. I quickly wipe it away.
"I love you too. More then anything." She puts my hand on her tummy. It feels different then normally. It doesn't feel like a stomach. You can feel something being inside it. Now i really start crying. Carefully i lay my head on her stomach. Listening closely.
"You can hear it's heart." I softly say, shocked. There really is a human being growing inside her. And i will be responsible for it. I look up at Noah. She's crying too. I kiss her again. With all the love i have in me.
"For you. And for Chuck." I whisper, my voice keeps cracking.
"I love you Keith." Her hands go around my face and pull it closer to hers. She kisses me. It tastes like our tears together and sweat, but most of all. It tastes like her. And that is still the best taste in the world. While my head is kissing her my hands go down and stop on her belly. Softly feeling it. Massaging it. She moans. I can't stop kissing her. If i would pull my face of hers i would leave half of it there. Or probably more then just the half.
"I love you both." I whisper. Full of love.
"And we love you too." She smiles against my lips. I kiss her harder i can't take myself of her. I just can't. I push myself into her and her arms go up. Around my neck. I push harder and harder. Quicker and quicker. I moan. And gasp. Sweat dripping down my spine. Giving me shivers all over my body. She plants her nails in my skin and screams in desire for more. And i give her more. I give her everything i have. Faster. Rougher. Harder. And so much louder. We both moan, and scream, and gasp. Her fingers pushing in my skin. I feel no pain, only desire. The tears stopped streaming and were replaced by sweat.
"Never stop." Noah yells moaning. It gets me more excited. I go faster.
"I. Wont." I promise her gasping for air. I go on. And on. And on. And then i come. I stop moving. I look Noah in the eyes. Her chest going up and down quickly just like mine, both gasping for air. We just stared at each other for a few minutes. I would never get bored by her face. I could close my eyes and tell you exactly how it looks. But i won't. It'll make you jealous. I roll off her. Our sweaty hands still holding. We just lay there for a long time. In silence. Both thinking of each other.