Darkness towers over me.
I type until my fingers bleed,
telling him of what he means to me.Telling him of how much he is loved.
Of all the great things awaiting his arrival.
Of how "the grass is greener
on the other side."This isn't how it should be.
Sunshine and giggles
is how it should be.
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