Dispirited

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My heart's gone dim...
I gave up on him.
But he never did ,
Satisfied in going things to me the world forbid ,
Piercing me with all his words- acrid.

He never gave up on bruising me ,
Killing the person I always wanted to be ,
Filling me to the tip with darkness ,
Conquering each and every tint of glee ...

He turned me into the person who's drowning...
He even turned myself into the sea...

But a part of me always let's him do this,
But a part of me gives him the consent to deprive me of all the bliss ,
Yet a part of me regrets the moment he entangled me with that suppressing kiss,
Yet a part of me yearns for the perfect life before him which I miss..

I fear that moment when he comes home all drunk...
Ready to treat me worse than junk...

The time I survive ,
Is when the arm travels from nine to five ,
When my skin is all alone ...
Gladly,miles away from his zone ...

I take out a blank paper and pen ,
To scribble down a word or ten ,
My tears merge with the words and conspire ...
As I describe all my shades :
Azure , Blue and Sapphire...

Hey!! I'm really not sure about this one...is it okay?? And yes....it's a work of fiction. If anybody's doing this to you, never let him!! And do tel me about the mistakes and words that could make this piece better!! Love ya all!!! :) :*
PC : Me and me alone x)
This one's dedicated to bleedgreen20 & KatieFlemmings96 U both are lovely !! Urdu me bat krne ka maza hi much or he ;)

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