You don't understand and you could never understand what you do to me, to my heart.
You'll never know that I wake up crying. everyday. because I'll never get to tell you, that I love you.
I'll never get to look into your sparkling eyes dancing in the middle of the street in the rain. You're out there loving any and everyone else, loving her.
I only ever dream of you. your laugh, your touch, your smile. While it's beautiful in moment I'm woken up by the tears of reality. You aren't here.
ill never know what it's like to simply hold your hand or ever hear your laugh.
you'll never know me.
And a while the tears dry, I have nothing left to give. knowing more to do. I still sit here because i seem to be in love with you.
but you'll never know because, you don't exist.
