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Young & Beautiful - Chapter 7

a/n picture on the side :) x

sitting here at home, thinking about the crazy days that has gone by with me and harry, an item, a pair, a couple, i still cannot believe im with him we only went on one amazing date and yet we are in a relationship, me and him, him and i, together

its crazy but im happy, i got snapped out of my little thoughts as my phone buzzed indicating i was receiving a message

from: Hazz

hey babe, meet you at yours in 10 yeah?

to:Hazz

yeah love, what you got planned for today?

from: hazz

first of all i love that you call me love ;) and its a surprise beautiful

that message had seriously made me blush and i couldnt help it, it was really cute and i couldnt belive that one person could of made me smile and be happy like this, i got snapped out of my little thoughts once again by the same vibrations coming through the content of my phone, i unlocked the screen seeing a message but this time not from harry

From: Niall

hello love, i was wondering if you would go out today with me only?

TO:Niall

sorry already have plans.... and i suggest you not talk to me again

i honeslty felt disgusted by niall, he was a comeplete arse to me and i cant even believe that i was ever jealous of him making out with my 'friend', I couldn't be bothered with such nonsense so I got up and made my way to the bathroom stripping out of my clothing and got into the heaven gates of my shower switching on the delighted warm water and all my thoughts just flowing away like thin air

I didn't take very long in the shower because harry would be coming to my house pretty soon and who knows what he'll do if he sees me undressed and only having a cotton material hiding the parts of my body that makes me want to die

I got to my closet just staring at the different style, colour and shaping of silk, cotton and even lace for that matter the different materials in front of my, harry hadn't of told me the activity planned for the day so I just simply went with an adorable little dress because they just make me feel a bit more confident

I was about to put on some makeup when I heard a slight cough and it startled me a little bit not expecting it really, ''harry wh-what are you doing in here?'' I asked still shocked of his presence in my home

''I knocked on the door and you didn't answer so, I just took the key from under the mat just to make sure nothing happened to you'' he said with a little bit of concern found on his face

I just nodded and turning back to the very hateful mirror, seeing my reflection made me want to just drop to the floor and cry, I was never pleased with myself I could never look at myself and think I am beautiful whatsoever, ive been told many times previously by my very own biological father that I was ''fat'' ''ugly ''pathetic ''useless'' I didn't let it get to me but then he had crossed the line by saying I was not like my mother and  I was a disappointment

the tear stinging my eye was when I realised I wanted to cry and with harry in the next room I doubt he would ever let me cry so I just shrugged it back and that when I felt his gaze upon me and I had to look back at him meeting his serious gaze on me

he stood up and walked closely to me never leaving he's eyes on me,'' why do you need to wear these products on your skin? those cosmetics don't stand the beauty of you, natural is beautiful'' he said holding my hand ''but the make you look young'' I retorted '' I will always love you, and I will always think your young and beautiful'' his remark made me happy seeing as he was thinking about us to last long

which I highly doubt it will seeing as we are the epitome of indifference and I recommend compatibility with my mate, I love harry and im clear about my true feelings for him but I just want this to last seeing as I had past relationships if you count only one, I was young and foolish and very unexperienced to the whole 'relationship' and how it works seeing as I had no one to look out for me and teach me the advantages and disadvantages of being in a relationship but sadly I had to find that conclusive piece of information out by myself

without wearing any cosmetics on my skin harry and I intertwined our finger as we walked down the little pathway to his car and a true gentlemen he is, he had opened my door and gently closed it as I got inside the lovely vehicle

''so now will you tell me where we are going?'' I asked with an exciting grin as my facial expression he just simply shook his head while he smiled ''no, you have to wait.. we're almost there'' he said

I shrugged and sat back into the seat and waited for the time to go by and reach our destination and we stopped to a mall

shopping with Harry was not how iu really wanted to spend my day. Unlike the majority of girls my own age I wasn't  the biggest fan of shopping. i loved clothe but  being as insecure as I was shopping became more of a chore rather than a hobby. Harry insisted on taking me shopping to get me something to wear to for our next date which is tonight . At first I was hesitant but i couldn’t resist his puppy dog eyes “please baby, I want to treat you to something nice and expensive to wear” he pressed his bottom lip out making his face look even more cuter .i  let out a sigh and finally gave in to his pleads. “Fine, but I should warn you this might take all day” he let out a small chuckle and softly kissed my forehead.

we went through numerous shops to differentiate the type of clothing and style each shop held and I finally found one that looked more suitable for me obviously seeing as this was my favourite shop of all time 'cotton on'

I found the perfect outfit for our date tonight, I just hope harry will like I went onto the checkout point and payed for the items I had planned on buying without harry seeing them, the lady placed the materials in a paper bag with the company's logo largely written in different fonts and shapes onto it, I took the item and went on with the rest of the viewing of the mall

I turned to look at harry and gave him a light peck on the lips as he smiled and turned in the directions to a little ice-cream place

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A/N this chapter is DONE! lol hope you guys appreciate my time and dedication to this book :) I have enjoyed writing this even if I barely receive any votes or comment but hey! gotta struggle sometimes :)

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