(EDITING AND ON VERY LONG HOLD) All I've Ever Wanted (a Nathan Sykes love story)

The Morning After

The dog in the house behind us was barking, waking me up from my sleep. My head was pounding and I was so uncomfortable. I pulled myself to sit up and I looked around the room. It wasn't mine, it was Nathan's. I was on the floor and I looked up at Nathan's bed, where he was asleep and his arm hanging down. I looked at his hand and realized my hand was in his. I slowly pulled my hand out of his and stood up. I looked down at my body and saw I was wearing one of his shirts. "Oh fuck me." I whispered. "Where is my dress?" I muttered, getting down on all fours, fumbling for my dress under his bed. I grabbed hold of it and pulled it out. It was sticky but I didn't care. Nathan moved closer and yawned. I froze and moved away, 'Bail, BAIL!' Khloe said, I got up and ran out of the door, and thru the hall, slipping on a shirt on the floor. I flew forward and down the stairs. I hit the bottom my ribs where Jacob hit me hurting like I had been stabbed. 'Come on bitch, move.' Khloe yelled through my head again. I got up and headed to the door. My heels. I forgot my heels. Forget the fucking heels; get the fuck out of here. I thought, shaking my head. I got up and walked fast toward the front door. I opened it,

"Going somewhere?" someone asked, I turned around guilty. Jay stood there with a smug look on his face.

"Yes. I was just um... Well... I was just about to..." I stuttered,

"Sneak out." he finished me. "Well go on. Nathan'll be up in about 5 minutes." He said, I nodded and ran out the door. The sun was so fricken bright, it felt like my eyes were melting out of their sockets and I could hear the birds chirping happily, making my head pound. I stumbled into my yard and in thru the door.

"You were supposed to pick me up at 12." Tommy yelled, jumping in front of me. I rolled my eyes and pushed his face away with my hand carelessly. I slumped onto the couch. "Lainey I'm serious. You were supposed to pick me up from Matt's at 12 and you didn't. I had to catch the bus and why is mums computer smashed?" he babbled, I put my finger to his mouth effortlessly.

"Tommy, shut up. I got a pounding headache and I'm hung-over. Now leave me alone." I said, burying my head in the couch cushions. What happened last night? Think bitch think! We went to the club, Nathan and I danced, and drunk... A lot. That's it, that's all I remember. I groaned and Tommy raised his eyebrow at me.

"How come you're wearing a guy's shirt? Oh my god, did you have sex with that Nathan guy?" He yelled,

"Shut up! I don't know, I can't remember." I said, whispering the last line. He sighed and left the room, leaving me to my thoughts. I stood up slowly and went over to the fridge, grabbing out the milk to make a coffee. I flicked on the kettle and walked into mum's office. I stepped over the broken pieces of computer and went over to the phone. I put it on speaker and checked the message bank.

"You have 2 new message's." said the robotic voice.

"Lucky me." I mumbled, stepping back over and walking back into the kitchen while the messages played.

"Hello Miss. Fabics, we have moved your dance audition to the 3rd at 2:00 Look forward to seeing you then, bye." said the young happy voice from the machine. I looked all around the room for a calendar, and then I found one. The 2nd, it was the second.

"Fuck." I muttered scribbling it onto the calendar.

"Miss Fabics, your drivers will be taken on the 4th, at 1:00. Looking forward to see you." the next message sent. I scratched that onto the next box on the calendar as well. The kettle flicked off and I made my coffee. I reached into the highest cupboard and grabbed a Panadol, placing it on my tongue and swallowing it with my coffee. I shuffled along the marble floor, up the stairs and into my room. Locking the double doors behind me. I slumped into my soft bed and massive duvet and pulled out my laptop. I logged into my Tumblr, yeahyouandwhoesarmy, and began scrolling thru my Dashboard. Everything was about stupid love and relationships so I slammed it shut and slouched into bed. I drunk the rest of my coffee and fell into a deep and well needed sleep.