The sidegirls // sidemen fanfic

Procrastionations and airoplane supprises.

lucy's pov:

right now i am doing what any other person would do when theirs best friends are either getting married, going on dates or having babies. i am lead in the middle of my living room floor, procrastinating about life.

will i ever find love, will i ever have a family? will i ever be anything more than a girl called lucy who is a you tuber? i have read things that say i have the perfect life, i am best friends with the sidemen and i lived with the side girls. seems like i have the most amazing life and i am living the dream right? well no, yes i have my dream job and my friends are better than anything i could have asked for but i just feel like my friends are dating each other and having kids whereas i am like i said, lead in the middle of the living room floor.

i am not attracted to any of my friends. angel has simon, molly has jj, ruby has toby and kelly has harry. what does that leave me? ethan and josh. i mean do not get me wrong ethan is so funny and sweet and cute but there's no way i would ever be more than friends with him. and josh... well he is josh, i could never go there with him. so now like i said, the girls all have it figured out and had their future placed in their laps, i have to still work out what my future will be, or who i will spend it with.

well before i spiral out of control into a deep and dark pit of depression i am going to drag myself off the floor and go upstairs to pack for vidcon that is in three days. i am exited to see all of my amazing fan's and to spend some quality time with the you tube community but for some reason i just want to shut out the world so i can be alone and enjoy my own company.

but that's not going to happen so i might as well pack. also i know this will make me seem like a total bitch but i feel angry at everybody for some reason so i am dodging my friends. i even went as far as ignoring any messages they send me. ill see them all at vidcon though so it is not like i shall be ignoring them anytime soon.

ruby's pov:

' oh my god that is so funny, i can't believe we did that' i chuckle to toby as he shows me a video of us both doing the sling shot ride from ages ago.

oh yes right now i am on a date with toby and you would never guess where we are... nandos!

i mean i am not complaining becasue nandos is my favorite place to eat but come on toby, you could have chosen more of a classy place to take me.

' neither can i. god we look petrified!' toby exclaims. once we finish chuckling we both hold gazes with each other. wow i never noticed this before but his eyes are so amazing, as dark as my soul. ha ha.

we get interrupted in our stare off when our food arrives. i ordered a basic veggie burger, i love meat a lot but i fancy a change for a while, plus i do not want toby seeing my real meat lover/ foodie side of me just yet. basically my pig side.

once finished toby pay's for our food and we walk outside into the rain. ' oh crap my jacket, this is just typical.' i say annoyed. ' don't worry, huddle under my jacket with me. its not that far of a walk to my place from here.' toby says and as i snuggle into his jacket i can feel his heart rate pick up. through his shirt i can feel his chest, it feels like he is toned and has a six pack. honestly where does he get the time from, i find it difficult to keep thin and i do not do you tube as much as him.

' thank's toby.' i say to him. he nod's then wraps his arm around me shoulder which send's shivers down my body. why do i feel like this? god damn it toby, we have only been on one date and your sending tingles down my body when you touch me. what is happening to me, get a grip ruby!

once we arrive at the flat i am a bit sad when i have to get out from under his jacket but that sadness is replaced when i realise i am at toby's flat, alone, with nobody around... and its after a date. so maybe, just maybe something might happen? god i hope so.