It Has Been Always You ||| Jack Johnson Fanfiction

Chapter 29

-time skip 2-3weeks-

"Maybe a bit, this place seems familiar" Johnson shrugs

As we walk to OUR spot at the lake,
And yeah it took long than expected for me to bring him here honestly

He thinks i might kidnap him
But anyways..

"Cause it is, and i told you i won't kidnap you" i chuckle

And he follows and laughs after,
then we talk as we lay on the grass

While birds are passing and chirping,
Leaves falling and the wind whispering around us

(A/n: so aesthetic haha lol)

"Is this my favorite place?" He asks as he makes small flower crowns while i lay on his lap

"Yeah it was"

"And is" he added

And i was confused

"It is still my favorite place" he smiles

Gosh! His smile can just brighten up the entire room

Then i lead him to my moms tombstone as he was confused now as well

"Who is she?" He asks as he squats down to check

"Well Jack i want you to meet my mom" i say

"Oh" thats all he said

"I'm sorry" he says rather sadly

"Its okay, its life. People come and go" i shrug as i place my hands in my pockets just looking at her

Then Jack might have seen my blunt state and he smiled and said excitedly

"Lets swim!" He said suggestively

And i shook my head

"I don't have clothes Jack"

"Who says you need clothes in swimming" he smirked and starts taking his clothes off

Then i remembered something

-flashback-

"Lets take a swim" he says running to the side of the lake and i follow

"But we dont have extra clothes" I said shocked

"Who needs clothes when swimming" he scoffs then starts to...

Take his motherfucking clothes off?

"Shit explicit content!" I covered my eyes and laugh

"Don't be shy you know the view is nice" cockiness evident in his voice

-end of flashback-

And i just smile at the memory

"Ysabel! Come on" he starts splashing me with water that i perfectly dodged

"Maybe next time i don't feel well" i shake my hand

"Oh bummer" he says and swims around

And i just giggle at his adorableness
Like admit it he is so fucking cute

So i walked even near the water and just sat down and looked around

I missed so many memories and i miss them

•••

I Was running along with the nurses all drenched and in panic

Then they head in the ER and this lady restrains me from getting in

"I need to get to him please" i pleaded and cry as i was dripping  and soaking wet

And i tried to get out her grasp

"I am sorry Miss but please wait, we are doing everything we can" she says trying to calm me but my anger gets the best of me

"Trying everything you can?! You are just fucking standing here! you aren't doing anything but separating me from my boyfriend that i have lost again" i cry

And i think there was no use fighting anyway

"Im sorry" i wipe the tears as i hear already the faint voices of Gilinsky and Anne

"Its okay, you are just stressed but please wait.. I promise he will be okay" the nurse said and gave me a reassuring pat in the back and she went in the ER

Then Anne engulfed me in a hug

"Are you okay?" She asks with worry and i just nod

-another flashback-

"do you see that?" Jack asks as he looks under

"No" i reply

"Give me a minute" then he plunged under water

I waited for a minute.. Then i knew something was wrong

"Jack!" I shout

No response and i start panicking and i planned on going under but i was to afraid

-end of another flashback-

"Its all my fault...again" i cry on her shoulder

"No it wasn't your fault, and honestly it is no ones fault okay" Anne comforts me but i just want Jack to hug me and tell me everything is okay

But i can't

-5 hours later-

Every second ticking by i get so nervous is he okay? Is he alive?

Of course he is!

Then another doctor walked up to our way, but no it just passed by like the other 50 doctors i counted that passed by here.

"Hey Ysabel, you wanna go home and freshen up a bit, you look.."Anne tries to to explain

"Bad, i know" i added

"And No i will wait till i get to see him again, i wanna know if he is okay" i say in a shaky breathe

"Trust me he will" she placed her hand on my shoulder as she gave me a reassuring squeeze then she hugged me

"You know, no matter how much you have been thru in your life, remember you are so fucking strong than any of us.." She leaned by my side

"You can do it, everything is gonna get better i promise" then she hummed a random tune that me made me sleepy and i just snoozed on her shoulder

I think everything has a reason
But the reason just fucking hurts

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Hey guys i get to update today cause i have internet yeah!!!

Ya guys Glad im back, nah your not i know dont worry
Im used to it anyway :,)

Haha just kidding but anyway hope you guys enjoyed and i have not much to say

But as always ILYGSMM