MESS-ENGER (COMPLETED)

85: MESS

ENGER: I don't love you messenger girl. I don't love you so much. And that's a joke.

Pagkatapos kong basahin ang reply niya, nanginig na ang buong katawan ko. Tila may halong saya at lungkot. Parang may kirot sa puso ko sa mensahe niya.

I get that joke. Tama siya. May halong saya, kaba, sakit at tuwa. A joke that will give you hope that forever exist. A dream that you'll continue to believe.

Hindi ko alam pero naiyak ako bigla. Ang shunga shunga! Pero katulad niya, kailangan ko ring mag-joke para fair.

MESS: I don't love you too messenger guy. I don't love you so much. That's a joke.

Pagka-send ko doon naramdaman ko na ang kaba sa puso ko. Alam ko. Alam kong may ibig sabihin ang mga sinasabi niya pero ayaw ko lang tanggapin.

"Joke lang na hindi kita mahal. Joke lang talaga," I muttered while tears began to flow.

ENGER: I'm not sorry messenger girl. I will not leave you. I will always be at you're side. And that's a joke.

Nag-uunahan ng umalpas ang mga luha ko. Leche! Ito na naman kami. Kailangan na naman! Pucha! Sana nabuo na lang ang mundo na kung saan, kung mahal niyo na ang isa't isa, happy ending na. Pero hindi e. Love isn't like that. Love will always be painful if you're not really meant for each other.

Huminga ako ng malalim bago nagtipa ng mensahe.

MESS: Please don't stay. Please leave me. Go away. And all of that are jokes.

*seen 12:02 am

Pagkabasa niya ng message ko, nag-logout na siya. Nang magmessage pa ulit ako, cannot send message to this account na.

Pinunasan ko ang aking luha. "That's the end of our messenger lovestory. I feel it........ I feel it.." I said crying. Kahit ilang beses ko pang punasan ang luha ko, hindi pa rin ito magkamayaw sa paglabas.

"I don't know your reason, but I know, tomorrow will be the longest time of my life," I muttered to myself.

(by:hiddenheartless)