I brace myself
for the final blow
I stand tall
my two feet planted firmly
My hands in a fist
Im ready
i say it to myself over and over again
Im ready
I crumble a bit
not enough to fall
but just enough
I let my hands relax once more
count to my self
10..9..8..7..6..5..
Take in a deep breath
Let it out
I hold my head up high
Brace the enemy
Brace the monsters
I smile
With outstretched hands
I unclench my fist
I let them go
The old pieces of me
I watch as they fly through the air
I crumble once more
But this time
its enough to break me
I get on my knees
Grip the grass beneath my hands
I let the tears run down my face
down my chin
till it hit the dirt and grass beneath
I look up suddenly
the pieces i had let go
they came flying back to me
I got to my feet
i turn to flee
to escape
to breakaway
Turns out letting go
of the past is never so simple
