Joshler kik

Fifteen

***Trigger warning***

Tyler went onto his laptop and logged into his Skype, when he logged on he had a friend request from Josh

    Jishdrum sent you a friend                '                 request

       >>accept<< >>decline<<

Almost instantly after I accepted, Josh was video calling me

     Jishdrum is video calling

       >>accept<< >>decline<<

'Hey' Josh said, he looked tired

'Hey' I replied, my eyes were red and had bags under them

'Were you crying?' Josh asked

'Erm, yeah' I mumble in response, playing with my thumbs

'Is this about your date?'

'Yeah' I say taking a deep breath

'What happened?' Josh asked, looking concerned and kind of mad

'W-well, erm, we went to get coffee and t-that was fine but then he started getting a bit... Touchy, I told him kindly to stop and he did. After we had our coffee we-we went on a walk a-and he suggested going into this forest thing, no one really goes in anymore, I didn't really want to but he persuaded me to, he told me he had a 'surprise' so... I went but when we stopped it was just us, no surprise, he started kissing me and I tried to pull away but... H-he pushed me up agenst a tree and he had my arms in his hands, th-then he-he stuck his hand down my pants, I didn't want to do it, I tried to get away, but that made him angry and he hit me, he hit me really hard and I just lay there... I just lay there while he, while he raped me'

Tyler had a blank expression on his face, he wasn't looking into the camera, he was looking off into the distance

'Oh god, Tyler, I'm so sorry' Josh said, tears running down his face

'It's not your fault' Tyler said, still looking off into the distance
'It's mine'

'What, no it's not, Tyler don't ever think that this is your fault because it's not'

'I'm gonna go... Get some rest, I'll talk to you tomorrow' Tyler said, he was looking down at his wrists but Josh thought nothing of it

'Okay, remember Tyler, this isn't your fault, don't do anything stupid okay, I...I'll speak to you tomorrow' he almost said it, the three words that would ruin his and Tyler's friendship forever, but he knew this wasn't what Tyler needed right now

'Okay, bye josh' Tyler said before hanging up