It feels so good
But it feels so bad
No-one but someone like me knows what I mean
The pain
The pleasure
The blade across my skin
The pain
It scares me
But the pleasure makes up for it
Knowing I am in control
It makes it better
The blood makes it better
I like the sight
I like the gore
I like the pleasure
But pain
It keeps me away
But I keeps me coming back
No-one but someone like me knows what I mean
The bandages
There piling up
In my garbage
The dollors are counting up
The blades
The bandages
The blood
The cleaning supplies
Got to make it spotless
No stains
They can't know
Not yet
Not ever
I don't need help
I need space
And you ain't givin it
I need time not a therapist
Not a doctor
I'm perfectly fine
This is the last time
The last I will tell you
I'm perfectly fine
It's my life
I can do what I want to
I won't tell
It's my little secret
Your little secret
Our little secret
Don't you tell
Can't you smell
Smell the blood beneath our skin
Don't you want to try
It's okay if you don't want to
It's addicting
It's my drug
It's my remedy
It's my everything
Cause you won't listen
Listen to my problems
Listen to my rants
Yes all of them
I don't want a shrink
They want to change me
I don't need your help anymore
You don't listen
Look at the blood
It's glistening
Under the light of the moon
Oh yes it's time
Time to share our secrets
Share them to ours selves
Cause no-one will listen
Go along
Have your fun
I will be hanging with Sharpson
Oh yes I'm insane
Oh yes I name my blade
Now go and play
That's the last time
