Meeting was faith

Chapter 20: Is it all over?

I went to the private area where I was before.

I could hear Justin screaming my name but I didn't react to it.

I'm not goona help him find me.

He was the one that cheated with his ex.

I was crying my eyes out, I stood up and threw the lamp at the window that looked over the arena.

The window broke.

I grabbed a piece of glass and looked at my wrist.

I started to cut myself with it.

I cut some old scars open and they started to bleed again.

'Babe stop it!' Justin said loudly.

He was out of breath.

I cut myself again.

Justin grabbed the piece of glass out of my hand and it cut my hand open.

'Give it back!' I yelled.

The tears were still their.

'Why did you cry?' Justin asked while he reached for my cheek.

'Don't even dare to touch me!' I said angry.

'What did I do?' Justin asked shocked.

'You freaking cheated on me!' I shouted.

'I didn't cheat on you' Justin said.

'Oh you didn't were kissing Selena and touching her ass like you do when we make out' I said angry.

'I didn't even knew it was her!' Justin said.

'You have a huge mirror in that room!' I said loudly.

'I thought it was you!' He shouted.

'Yeah all guys say that!' I said and walked passed him towards the door.

He grabbed my wrist and turned me around.

'Let me go!' I said to him.

'No!' Justin said loudly.

I couldn't hold back and slapped him in the face with my other hand.

He pushed me against the wall.

'Wanna do that again babe?!' He said in my face.

I knew I couldn't move my hands so I would just use my knee.

I kicked Jerry with my knee and he fell to the floor.

'Does it hurt babe..?' I asked sarcasticly.

'Yeah!' He said loudly.

'That also happened to me when I saw you kissing Selena' I said to him.

I went on my knees and sat beside him.

'You really hurted me' I said with a soft voice.

His pain was down and he sat up to face me.

'I know babe and I didn't meant to hurt ya' Justin said and he starred in my eyes.

'How can I trust you again?' I asked.

'We will work things out together' Justin answered.

'I don't wanna fight' I said with tears again.

Justin pulled me closer to him and hugged me.

I let my tears flow over my cheeks.

'Shh babe' He said trying to calm me down.

*10 minutes later*

Scooter came looking for us.

He found us laying in each others arms, broken glass everywhere, blood on the floor and he was angry.

'What the hell happened here?!' He said loudly.

'It's both of our faults' Justin said to him.

'We will pay for the damage' I said quick.

We stood up from the floor and went back to the dressing room.

Justin got dressed into his normal clothes.

We walked outside and straight to the car.

It drove us home.

I fell asleep during the ride.

*2 hours later*

I was still sleeping but I woke up when the car stopped.

I slowly opened my eyes.

Justin opened my door and let me step out.

I was really sleepy.

'Jump on my back' Justin said.

I did it and he carried me inside and up to our bedroom.

He let me down in our room.

I slowly walked to my closet and changed.

Justin was already laying in bed and he was waiting for me.

He smiled at me when he saw me.

I just feel blessed to have him in my life.

I closed the door of my closet and the bathroom.

Just when I took 2 steps I collapsed to the floor and passed out.