condensation handprints fading from the window.
cigarette burning my fingers.
a punch to the stomach.
drunken haze sharpening.
migraines.
a metallic taste, grinding teeth.
cloud cover on a starry night.
panic attacks.
drowning.
it feels like drowning.what a fucking pity, huh?
but you don't feel the same.
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