texting ♡ afi

13

a.n.// enjoy this drama ;-)

- s a s h a -

the first day of school pretty much went by in the blink of an eye. i was currently in living environment, but we had a substitute so we weren't really doing anything.

i pulled my phone out and checked my notifications. most of them came from twitter. one came from ashton.

daddy: don't check your twitter

what the hell happened this time? why doesn't he want me to check?

obviously, i went and checked. who wouldn't? i scrolled through all of the tweets i got and they all had links. i clicked on one of them and it led me to a website.

Ashton Irwin found a new toy: Ashton Irwin cheating on Sasha Evereno. (a.n. that's not my friend's actual last name, i changed it.)

right below the headline was a picture of ashton making out with some girl. she was sitting on his lap, straddling his waist, and his hands cupped her ass.

my cheeks reddened and i felt like i could burst into tears at any moment.

to ashton: fuck you.

i blocked his number and stood up abruptly, causing my chair to make a loud scratching noise as it moved against the floor. the whole room turned silent and all heads snapped to me.

i ran out of that place as fast as i could.

i knew it. i knew i wasn't good enough. i knew he would leave me right after he got what i wanted.

once i reached the outside of the school, i dropped to my knees.

"i knew it," i began sobbing into my hands. all he wanted was to have sex with me. and i let him. i gave myself to him.

i used to think that loosing your virginity wasn't a big deal, but when someone takes it then runs away with it, you feel like your whole world is shattered. it seems like thats all they wanted. sex. not you.

i stood up, my knees shaking from the weak state i was in. i clutched the straps of my backpack as it hung onto me, and i started walking home.

suddenly, i didn't even feel upset. i felt pissed.

he basically cheated on me!

sasha, you were never even dating. calm down.

well, when you're doing all of this with someone, when you tell them you love them, it's pretty damn close.

there was no way in hell that i was taking him back. even if he dropped on his knees and begged.

i've always said that i will never get back with a cheating man. i scoffed to myself.

man. more like childish fuckboy.

he was always just a fuckboy.

*time skip ay*

as i approached my house, i was digging for my keys in the pocket of my bag. when i found them, i looked up and saw ashton sitting on my steps with flowers.

"sasha," he began to stand up.

"leave."

"please, prince-"

"don't you fucking dare use that name." ashton seemed a little taken back, but he didn't let it faze him.

"sasha, let me expla-"

"explain what?" i spat. "that you had a girl on your lap, sucking your face off while you did the same to her? don't worry ashton, i've already got the perfect visual."

"sasha! listen to me! i was fucking drunk!"

"not an excuse."

"sasha, i love you. please." he had tears brimming in his eyes and i gave him a small smile. i grabbed his flowers.

"i loved you, too, ashton." the corners of his mouth began to turn up.

"loved." i whispered. i went to the door, unlocked it, and then turned around.

"thanks for the flowers, asswipe." i threw the flowers back at him harshly, then walked into my house, slamming the door shut behind me.

i ran up to my room and instantly fell on my bed, crying my eyes out.

i gave him my heart. and he returned it with shattered pieces.

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wow depressing.

i needed some drama in here because drama is lifeee. sorry guys lol.

they might get back together, they might not. i personally find it hard to bring someone back if they've cheated, even if it was "just one time", y'know? so i don't really know. we'll see. ;)

have a gr8 day. stay beautiful. -dana