The Life of me

I can't

Hi...My name is Noah, this is my life....
My life isn't over yet because i'm 13 and I can't even have a car yet or a house for that matter, but this is a book about me, Enjoy
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September 5

So today my Great grandpa passed away...I can't help but have this feeling of depression and it feels like I want to scream and cry out for help...but no one will be there to catch me if I fall. I can't cry, and I can't make up a reason why I can't. I can't is all I can say now..."I can't", But what can't I do, I have to comfort my mom and help my brothers....but I can't even help myself...