IMTEHAN

DINNER

He s held her arm and pulling her n she s veil slip on her head . She looked shockly on his eye s first time she saw him much nearly.
He s left hand grabbing her waist n he s scowl .
  "Tum ny kis se poch k us bachy ko waha bithaya tha.. "
Hussain fire behave she getted sacred. Jo vo samjh nhi pai thi ye sun k hi vo samjh gai thi..
"Aesy bht se log waha hoty hen.. it s not mean k sab ko.. jo tum ho nhi to nhi ho.. kia dekhana chah rahin thin us din k tum se acha koi nhi ha .. ya mujhy impress karna chahti thin.. "
He s breath put on her jaw len his rude behave , slow but hurting lines. many tears came in her eye s.
"Han bolo. " hussain getted anger.
(  Intezar karlena .
kehna to bht asan hota ha ..
intezar karna bht kathen hota           ha .. ek jaga munjmad rehna .. paon shal hojatay hen ..
Palko py sajy sapny b pall mi toot jaty hen..
Ankhen weran hojatin hen.. sansen bejan hojatin hen har haseen manzar dhowan dhowan hojata ha.. apna saya b ajnabi sa lagta ha ..phir kabhi kisi py aetbar nhi rehta.. phir kabhi kisi ka intezar nhi rehta.. phir kabhi haseen pal ka intezar nhi rehta..
Umeed tootti ha to .. dil hi ttot jata ha .. intezar karna.. kisi ki mohabat ka bht kathen hota ha... ) ...

"Sunen... na hi mujhy ap mi koi dilchaspi ha or na ap ko impress karny mi... " minhal chew that words.
"Mi ny sach mi hi us waqt usay bas.. "  she was saing n that time she tremble voice while dropping some tears n she had close her eye s. Hussain scowl has gone that time who s came when he said . His other hand were dancing when he saying n grabbing hand much tight. He has opend his mouth for say something but minhal open her weeted eye s again.
"Mujhy to ye tak nhi pata tha us ka bill kis ne pay kiya.. "
She s hand rested on his some nude chest.
"Us ki pori gang ha.. vo bacha har kisi k sath yihi karta ha.. mi ne.. "
Hussain ne usay btana chaha but sudden she was push him. N that time he did not menten his balance n took few steps back while saw her.
  "Ap k paisy mi sham tak wapas kardungi.. or rahi ap ko impress karny ki baat to mi dekhna b nhi chahungi apko.. "
She has up her finger n told him n she s runing out.. hussain looked at her silently.
She was desending up on stairs n she rubbing her face badly n came again in kitchen.
"Kash mere kan khtam hojaty ye sunny se pehly.. aaahhh minhal.. teri galati ha.. tujhy us k samny us bachy ko lana hi nhi chahye tha.. kash.. aahhh  is insan ne mujhy itna gira hua samjha neki b mi isay dekhañy k lyi  ... nhi.. "
She s talking to her self..

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Shehry stepping with asmeer they fill their distence where happen some day s.. asmeer told him about her life sudden she talk about she n minhal friendship.
"Meri koi behn to nhi ha.. mgr han minhal ny aj tak mujhy is ka ehsas nhi hony dia.. vo mere bolny se phly hi samjh jati ha mi ny kia kehna ha.. "
  Asmeer stepping.. they came on beach. N seher buzy with hammad n atiya buzy with atif.
  "Sach mi minhal bht achi larki ha.. itny kam mila hun us se magr us ki persnality waqi attractive ha. "
Shehry uping his glassiz sudden hours ridder going much near of them n shehry touched her waist for pulling her. N she s taken a side corect time.
"Thank u... '
Asmeer voice.
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"Ssab kch ready ha.. 8 baj gay ye log aaay nhi ab tak.. "
Anty looked at wall clock n they seated on living area after done all work.
  "Han .. " she s lips act but she mind still blank.
"Aty hungay tum hussain or maha ko bola lo.. "
Anty trun on l.e.d while saying but that minhal trying to said no when maha came suddenly n anty ne usay keh dia.. when she s came in kitchen his come many time. one time mug deny or kabhi kisi cheez k lyi.. minhal feel that when he came he saw at her but minhal still do that work.
  "Anty mi ghar se ho kar ajaun jab vo log aayngay.. "
Minhal standing ..
"Any waly hen .. 5 min drive n they r come .. "
When anty open her mouth for say something behind of minhal stairs side voice came. Minhal did not trun but anty standing up.
"Hussain call karli tum ne..? Mi abhi yihi bolny wali thi.. chalo phir food sust karty hen jab tak vo log fresh hungay tab tak sab .. "
N anty saying more but minhal ka gusa se bura hal hogaya tha but she has control when she s stepping she feel clearly hussain stop her way but she s stepping other side without looked at him.
After few mint s they are come.
"hayyy mama khana ready ha.. kia baat ha.. bok lagi ha.. "
Shehry held his tummy. N evert one going to getting fresh n came in table..
"Ham anty khushbo to bht achi ari ha.. "
Asmeer enhaling ..
"Mi ny akely ny nhi minhal ny meri help karwai ha.. warna mujh se to hota hi nhi.. "
Anty serve them yugrd. N every one looked at her. She was stand while helding a dish. N she s put on table n truning living area side.
"Ayy minhal khana nhi khaogi kia..  tu subha nashta b sahi se nahi kiya "
Asmeer ne usay chup sa dekh k kaha.. n hussain saw her..  but she s still stepping living area side.
"Minhal.. tu ne dopeher mi b kch khaya tha ya nhi.. ?
Asmeer lose her chair n she took steps minhal side. Anty also looked minhal.
"Han nhi khaya tha.. mere samny to is ne kch nai na khaya.. "
Anty put last lemon soflt dish on table n she said.
"Meri tabiyat bilkul thk nhi ha mera dill nhi chah raha.. "
Minhal saying she look so down.
  Asmeer held her shoulder n she wirst also when asmeer held her she feel minhal is in fever.
"Ary isay to bokar lag raha ha.. "
Then Asmeer touched her forhead. N minhal trying to say she ok.
"Ye aesi hi .. ye apna koi khayal nhi rakhti.. subha b na janay kin khayalo mi thi.. "
Asmeer ne gusay se kaha n she s pulling to her on din table side.
"Pehly kch khao phir hum chalen gay .. ghar aj ayesha bht late ayegi.. khatam karo ye tnshn bill kis ne dia.. "
Asmeer said n hussain looked at them shockly..
"Kia bill.? Anty asked n shehry aslo when atif open his mouth..
Minhal press asmeer hand for saying plz shut up..
"Nhi anty kch nhi bas.. " n minhal stareing asmeer.
Na khanay k brabar us ka khana tha .. asmeer naraz hui us se magr us waqt usay srf ghar jana tha...
"Beta jab tabiyat thek nhi to chai to pi lo.."
She had held asmeer hand n said .
"Nhi anty thora rest karungi to thek hojungi .. "
When she said to seher n atiya getted confused.
"G anty hamen chalna chahye.. bht deer hogai ha.."
Atiya also standing . N they 4 looked at them.
"Ary magr.. " shehry said . Atif n hammad also stopping them.. hussain finsh his rice n seating living area silently.. he has behave like unknown person.
  They had gone.
"Kamal ha.. in logo ny khana b thk se nhi khaya or.. "
Shehry khud se bar baraya..
"Pata nhi bachi ko kia hogaya subha tak to thk thi or ab bukar. "  anty putted the cups of tea on table .
"Hussain.. aja chai pi ly.. "
Atif catch his cup .
"Nhi dil nhi kara mera. "
Hussain watched the tv mgr us ka dimagh kahin or hi tha..
"Kia? Tu chai nhi pi raha.."
Atif asked him shockly. N he was switch l.e.d n going his room .
Shehry n atif looked at each other.
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"Minhal kia hogaya tu is tarhan agai yr.. anty kia sochti hungi.. "
Seher n atiya watching movie they two feel much tierd but they still watch. Asmeer n minhal came in the room. Minhal drop on the bed. Asmeer changing n getting fresh. She s came back she saw minhal still seated on same pose.
"Minhal .. " asmeer touched her shoulder n minhal start weeping badly.. in sobbing minhal told her which thing in happen today.
  "Aaah.. ye kia baat hui bhala.. koi kisi ko impress karny k lyi aesa thori na karta ha.. lekn phir b us ka vo matlb nhi hoga jo tu soch rahi ha.."
Asmeer hugging her solicitly.
"Jo b ho.. mi srf ek baat janti hun.. tu abhi isi waqt usay paesy de kar ayegi .. ruk.."
Minhal stand suddenly n catch her clutch or found some doller n hanging front of asmeer. Asmeer saw her shockly..
"Minhal.. meri baat to sun.. "
Asmeer ny usay samjhany ki koshish ki.. but she has moved her swelled face other side were much tears dropping.
Asmeer held it n say..
"Kia kahun anty se agr vo.. "
'Ye tera kam ha.. " n minhal going to getting fresh.
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"Ao beta asmeer koi.. "
Anty open the door n she saw asmeer . Asmeer lookd much serious that time. She s enter .
"Anty hussain se milna ha.."
Asmeer looked at living area side jahan thori der pehly sab thy..
"Han han beta zaror.. upar ha apny room mi.. koi khas baat ha.."
Anty asked to her.
"Nhi anty bas vo kal kch chez li thi us se bas vohi wapas karni ha.. "
That time asmeer made fake smile.
"Oh acha.. " anty reply n asmeer going his room side.
He was seating silently in his bed .
"Hussain. " asmeer knock the door n she s stepping his side.
Hussain saw her n stand up fisrt he asked when asmeer said.
"Ye lo.. minhal ny .. "
Asmeer gave him but he was standing silently he know that time y she came his hand resting on his stomoch .
"Bas yihi dia us ny ?
Hussain asked to asmeer.
"Hussain vo sach mi nahi janti thi k vo .. "
Asmeer try to say .
" bas ye hi dia us nee.. ? Jao.. ja k us se kaha .. mera yakeen . Bharosa sab wapas karde.. aahhhh.. bewaquf ha vo.. kash vo ye samjh leti k mi usay kia samjha raha tha.. "
That time hussain scowl n his some loud voice. He told her crazyly.
"Nhi chahye ye mujhy or na hi is ki zarorat ha.. ye tum hi nhi vo b janti ha bht achi tarhan.. ly jao isay.. "
Hussain trun n took steps table side his anger voice n he held the table.
"Tum janty ho k vo ye ab nhi ly gi.. kitni ziddi ha vo.."
Asmeer ne pareshan ho k kaha.
"Acha.. to jao bta do usay ja k.. mi us se kahi zada hun.. bhool jaye k mujhy ye degi.. "
Hussain looked at asmeer again n gave her rattle.
  "Hussain vo nhi manay gi.. tum.. " asmeer again try ti said n when hussain took steps n held that money n going out. Asmeer following him.
"Baat to suno.. "
Asmeer try to catch him but he was stepping so fast. He s cross living area then open the door n cross the road n press the door bell. Asmeer still follow him.
Minhal open the door .. seher n atiya going to sleep. Minhal swell face told him how much she she weeping. Minhal saw him she has trun around for going her room he was hold her arm while angerly..
"Mujhy is ki koi zarorat nhi ha.. or na hi mujhy ye deny ki koshish karna.. samjhin.. "
  Hussain up his other hand jis py vohi doller thy n he looked at her eye s . Minhal saw him one sec then she trun her eye s.
"Ye ap k hen.. or ap hi k rahen gay.. mujhy in ko koi zarorat nhi chahen to isay bahar phenk sakty hen.. "
Minhal touched his finger which grabbing on her arm for removing his finger she saying while much slowly.. us ka lehja na gusay wala tha or na tanz. Hussain usay dekhta reh gaya.
Asmeer looked at them confusely..
"Tum pagal hogai ho kia.. "
Hussain forgoten his anger that time n he s also asked chessy type. But she s still looked other side.
"Ap ye samjhen to yihi sahi.. mera hath choren plz mujhy bht takllef horahi ha..."
Yani us k lehjy mi koi ehsas nhi tha.. she was looking down .. hussain lose the grip .
"Minhal.. " sudden asmeer came near of minhal. Hussain trun around n drop the doller on the table n going when she said.
"Asmeer ye doller kisi ko b do magr mujhy ye ab nazar na aayin.. "
Hussain hear she s voice when he trun she s went up the stairs n asmeer saw her confusely.
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