this is my life my friends just dont understand dont trust anyone in this world it will only lead to pain....................................cuz true friends stab you in the front .........i live to lifes one i wish i had and this hell i do have
"Hi my name is Britt I don't talk much and i won't talk to you" i say to the class.
I got done interducing my self in front of the class i sat down and everyone just watched me i knew they would im new but im not looking for any friends here. The class started and it was boring just like i knew it would be. I'm a freshmen this year and god do you know this sucks. I just slept threw most classes they didn't say anything to me then lunch came around i sat down and ate only the grapes that's when this girl walks up to me and and sits down i just ignored her.
"hey Britt" she says.
"..." i didn't reply but i just kept looking at her.
"why are you not talking to me"she asked.
".." i shrugged my shoulders becausethere isn't a answer
"seriously"she says getting annoyed.
"hey"i finally say annoyed .
"my name is Haley"she says.
"hi haley you obviously didn't hear me when i said i wasn't going to talk to anyone"i say to her.
"i thought you was joking"she says.
"nope completely serious but i guess ill be your friend"i say.
"yay"she said
we finished talking and the bell rang to go home. i got on the bus and there was this girl who looked like she was fourth grade she sat with me and i could help talk to her and her name was rose and we ended up being friends. i got home and that's when i changed to strong to depressed i got to my room and locked the door and grabbed my knife and started to cut my thighs the cuts represents the friends that i have made today i only cut my self two times this time. I ended up not bleeding as much that i thought i was. I got up and toke a shower yes the open scares and the water hurt but that was ok.
After the shower, i went and got dressed:
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(whats shes wearing)
I decided to go to the mall and watch a movie or something i went and saw a old friend there. He saw me and walked up to mr .
"hey there Britt"he says
"hey tod"i say back.
"whats going on"he asked.
"just gonna see a movie"i replied
"what movie?" he asked.
"mama"i say.
"same wanna watch it with me"he asks.
"sure"i say.
~a few hours later~
I'm home and cut my self two more times. i felt tired that's when i fell asleep.
