Dear Spencer,
I used to have so many dreams for myself, for us. Since I was a little girl all I wanted was to love someone, to be loved by someone. I dreamt up a picture perfect life with that person — a happy marriage, a few kids, a place that really felt like home — everything I knew I wanted.
When you came into my life, I knew you were the person I wanted that life with. You were the one I loved, the one that loved me. The one thing I failed to realize, though, at such a young age, was that nothing is ever perfect. Love isn't meant to be easy, and it wasn't. It wasn't all good days and bliss. But that was okay, because we loved each other, and we were strong.
It seems almost out of place for me to say that now, though. I'm not as strong as I once was, and I think we both know that now. But I think i'd be lying to myself if I said I didn't still have all the same dreams I had before. They're just further out of reach. And I guess that's my fault.
Sincerely, Allie
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𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄, 𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 SPENCER REID
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