Chapter 17

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(Reminder: 1 year after their break up❤️)
Taylor's POV
I wanted a new start. Harry helped me be confident and see the good in myself. He was constantly there to remind me whenever I needed a reminder.

Now he's gone. As thankful as I am, I need to take this in my own hands. I need to remind myself that I'm not damaged just because I'm not perfect. I need to be an independent, strong woman.

I'll start by cutting my hair and changing my style. I'll go to the gym and try to be more confident with my body. I am who I am, of course I can improve but I want to embrace what I have while I try to improve it.

My day was busy. School, gym, homework, relax/music, sleep.

I'm still in college. Mia and Maggie dropped college because they wanted an adventure to become stronger and independent. I didn't need an adventure. I had Harry.

My life was completely different because I changed so much. I'm no longer insecure, I don't judge other girls just because they wear short skirts or too much make up. I no longer judge girls because they "date too much" or "sleep around". I think that each person has the right to figure those thing out for themselves and it's none of my business. I believe in girl power and that we need to support each other. I talk and respect everyone because some day when if people around me ever think about me, I want them to think I was nice, and smile. I don't want to make people frown. I also love to make people happy because it makes me happy. When I see my friends smile, I can't help but smile.

Yes, my hair is shorter, my style is different and I'm confident now, but I haven't forgotten my past or people that helped me be who I am, get here, even if they are not here today.

I look at the stars every night and think of him. He deserves to be remembered.

My birthday is in 2 days and I feel great. Everything is perfect and I don't need a man to complete me, I just wish he would come back and tell me he misses me as much as I miss him and that he didn't forget about me.

I sigh and continue looking at the stars.

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