Dear Who Ever,
I just got off Facebook from talking to Him. He seems really depressed... :( I don't want Him to be so sad or upset.. It just saddens me to see Him not happy :( I've learned not to worry though about all of this stuff. Dwelling on 'what if's' doesn't help any thing so I'm not going to do it. Tomorrow I will see Him at school and see if He's alright. I doubt He is but maybe I will find out what's up with Him lately. We were talking and this is what was said:
Me: What's on your mind?
Him: A lot
Me: Want to talk about it?
Him: Not right now....
Me: Later?
Him: I guess....
Me: Are you okay? ....
Him: Yes
Me: Alright, just making sure..
Him: Alright...
Me: I'm gonna go to bed, see you tomorrow :) get some sleep <3
Him: Alright goodnight
Is it just me or is He totally depressed??? He never texts like that.. so down :( I don't like it one bit... and He doesn't want to talk about it.. Is it something to do with me? I hope not.. (God has this under control) It will be just fine though.. :) I will see Him tomorrow and fix whatever is going on in His brain <3 or we will fight or something and then break up but either way, it's God's will and it's going to happen and every thing will be just fine :D See, I love this optimism!! :D Any ways.. It's past eleven so I'm going to sleep, goodnight!!
-Your Faithful Finally-Optimistic Writer :D <3
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This is one day before we broke up.
