dissolving hearts

hole

you left a hole in me

that i intend to fill little by little

with cigarette smoke 

too early in the misty air

and drunken strangers

too late at night and

i will watch movies all by myself

pretending that you were never a part 

of the mess that I am 

or that our memories are forgotten

and i will never stop telling myself

that iamalright

yes.

i

am

ok