February: 2/29/10

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February:

2/29/2010

Dear Journal,

Jamie. 

Jamie tried to kil herself.

They brought her in screaming and yelling harsh, painful words. 

Crying and completely hysterical. 

Jamie tried to drown herself.

She filled the bath tub with warm water.

Just right...

And slowly got in. 

Almost as if she were convincing herself that she was slipping. 

she pretend it was the dream so it wouldn't hurt that bad. 

What drover her to do it?

To sit in that warm water and breath her last breath.

Jamie tried to kill hersef because she swears 

that's the ony choise she had.

You know what? 

I'm jealous of Jamie.

She had the guts try.

~ Ivy Howard 

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