I want an explanation.
Why does my music make me want to cry?
These bands that I’ve loved for so long.
Why do I want to run until I just can’t move?
It’s my solace, but I’m doing it to distract from you.
Why can’t I get this sadness out of my life anymore?
I’m not depressed, at least not clinically.
Why are you haunting my thoughts this season?
Winter is always my worst time of year.
Why do you insist on staying this way, reminding me?
You just can’t let enough alone now, can you.
Why am I like this? This isn’t me.
Please, someone help me. I don’t know what to do,
Because I’m lost with no explanation,
And thoughts of you only bring on the rain.
