As the police man pulled back the sheet she knew immediately that her best friend was gone "I just want to turn back the clock to before he died" Janie sobbed feeling the iced tears dripping down her soft supple face ."He was unconscious when I found him and it's not like I could have known it was going to happen" the tears kept flooding out as if the whole entire contents of Biafra falls had just flown through her head
" If I was paying attention to what was going on and not being stuck inside my own imbecilicly insane head this wouldn't have happened ...he wouldn't have ..." she sobbed louder into the stained sweater sleeve of the thirty something year old man reaching up to once again console this strange lady
She was warm and her hair smelled like that old citrusy kind of smell like the shampoo bottles from those cheap corner shops , but he likes this , comforting people was the only thing he deemed good at . Jamie .He knew that there was something wrong with him and that any minuite now he would get a message or a call from his psychiatrist and councillor to tell him exactly what it was, but until then ,for now ,everything seemed ... normal
"So I'm not going to tell you how much this sweater costs " Jamie looked at the distressed lady ,who looked about in her mid twenties,in hopes that he's hear a laugh coming from her pulchritudibous face .although it was covered in salty tears and smothered makeup , he could still see her beauty and wasn't ready to let this one slide after all this was the only girl that had ever gotten close to him and he didn't even know her name ,all he knew was that she had crystallised cerulean blue eyes that cut into his hearts like the purest of arduous diamond blades ...her long eye lashes meant she could kill him if she gave the right look
Brring! Brring! The noises started again , she opened up her handbag and tipped the entire contents on to the floor , stunned ,the guy sitting beside her pulled his phone out .a look of anxiety spread across his face . He whispered into the phone as if this was a conversation definitely not tho be heard, she got up and nodded a genuine look of concern at the mans facial expressions "I'm going to get coffee ,would you ..?" The man seemed to calm down a little at the friendly gesture and nodded , a calmer ,much sweeter smile spread across his face as she walked down the coral corridors to grab the altruistic man and herself some coffee
Dejected, depressed ,melancholy ,Jamie sat there ,defeated ,his demons were here . Jamie's problems were all real , he wasn't normal and his 'head problems' made him feel like old man Jenkins from down the road , aberrant and disdained.
He watched lifelessly as the heart meltingly sad ,crying girl returned with the coffees ,he could feel his body begin to strengthen slightly as the girl smiled ,he could tell that she had gone to the bathroom to wash away all of the staining , she was gorgeous, her long auburn hair dropped down past her shoulders and was roughly in height with her hips , was it bad that all he wanted to do right now was run his fingers through her hair ?
"We should go on an adventure ... a road trip " he blurted out to hide the fact that he was quite obviously checking out the angelic specimen before his eyes .He was a complete stranger to her , it was worth the try though. Jamie watched the expression on the ladies face turn like a wheel of fortune ,stunned ,confused ,concerned ,happy ,ecstatic ,was she going to say "yes ! I'll go ... I just need to get some stuff and we can set off"
Her smile made him wince until he reached catharsis that she wasn't going to beat him down with a lecture on the fact that neither of them knew each other ,he thought she would hurt him ... it seems like the voices in his head wouldn't be as bad if there was somebody to talk to ...
