Life, Death, And Other Things

Falling To Be

Let all the feelings out

Out of the window

Don't even shout

On the way down

Fifteen stories up in the sky

Jumping would be faster

Don't even ask why

'Cause the wind in the hair is enogh

As I fall

The ground gets closer

And I'm not as tall

As I thought I was

I was high in the clouds

No one could faze me

Not even huge crowds

I'd pass right over them

But now I'm falling down

I was royalty in my mind

Now my crown

Is cracked like my future

So far ahead is the light

At the end if the tunnel

Was more like night

A cliff to jump off of

Even when I had the chance to end it al

I chose to stop and look around

To not answer the call

Of intimate death

I'm too trusting of the of the one

Who surrounded me with love

When all the did is shun

Who I am and what I will be

I try to be myself

But how can I be

When I hate myself

To the point of dying

No one likes me anyway

So why even try

And find a way

To be around them comfortably

I do not know

What it's like to have someone

Try and show

How much thely love me

I highly doubt that they

Would truly love me

So why sit down and prey

For a time where I'll be loved

I'm ever so tempted to

Just stop time

And see what they'd do

If I left them all behind