"I wish you'd just understand that sometimes I really, really need you and when you don't talk or don't reply, I come so close to letting all the feelings I have bottled up just spill out...but I can't; being strong is something that I have to do to be accepted by most. So I won't cry or complain about it, I'll just put that smile on and pretend I'm okay."
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