Our Secret

2- I Kissed Josh... Again?!

Rated-R scene... Somewhat lol.

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I Kissed Josh... Again?!-

Today is Saturday. So me and Lucas decided to hang out. My mom is working a double shift tonight so its just us too. We were currently snuggled up on my bed watching The Notebook. Corny bullcrap. I felt Lucas staring at me.

"Huckleberry?"

"Hmm?" He hummed focusing his attention back on the TV. I laughed to myself.

"This is nice isn't it?"

"Yeah, just you and me enjoying each others company." He moved me closer to him.

I looked up at him and he moved my hair out of my face. He than rubbed his thumb on my cheek causing me to blush.

"I love you.." He trailed off. I smiled back at him.

"I love you too."

His blue eyes stared back at mines deeply. He leaned down kissing me and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He grabbed my right leg placing it over his as he climbed in between my legs. Was this really happening? I thought to myself. He stopped kissing me for a second and looked me in the eyes again.

"You wanna do this?" He asked.

I couldn't imagine me losing my virginity to anyone else. I want my first time to be with Lucas but I don't know if this is the right time.. The right moment. I bit my lip nervously trying not to make eye contact with him.

"We can always wait Maya.." He rubbed my face gently.

"No... I'm ready." I gave a small smile. He gave one back before resuming our make out session.

(Play Music in Media Box now)

He laid me down on the bed still in between my legs. He began to leave soft kisses on my neck that felt so sweet. Occasionally he'll lean back up and kiss my lips for a quick second. Roaming his hands all over my body he took my shirt off leaving me in my bra. I'm a little self cautious about my body. Covering myself a little Lucas removed my hands and kissed my chest softly.

"Every part of you is beautiful Maya. Every. Single. Part." He paused giving my body kisses as he spoke.

I started to get these butterflies in my stomach. The ones you get when your nervous. A special kind of nervous though.

He kissed all the way down my body until he reaches my shorts. He took them off slowly, while I helped take his shirt off. I was mesmerized by his abs. His body was to die for. He chuckled to himself and I blushed of embarrassment. He took his pants off as I got underneath the covers. He did the same and climbed in between me again. By now both of our under garments were off.

"You ready?" He asked. I nodded taking a deep breathe.

I felt him enter a little bit and I winced. It hurt so bad, like a thousand needles sticking at you. He intertwined our fingers together and kissed my lips to take my mind away from the pain. I closed my eyes taking deep breathes as he sped up a little bit. Slowly the pain started to go away and the pleasure over came over my body. I released one of my hands rubbing through his hair as we kissed. My body has never felt this way before. It felt so good to give myself to someone I trust and love so much. Its a memorable moment and special moment that I'll never forget. He looked down into my blue eyes as I stared back into his; my mouth slightly agaped from the feeling in my stomach. A rush suddenly came over me and we kissed one last time before it drained out of me. I laid there breathlessly replaying what just had happened.