Heart & Soul

Broken Beyond Repair

I don't know who I am right now, nor who I want to be.
I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.
I don't like it!
Crying myself to sleep...
Crying in the shower...
Isolating myself...
HURTING MYSELF!
All for what?
You know, I try so hard!
I try as hard as I can, I try and try.
But he doesn't see!!!
Why does he not see!
It hurts me to see him; so broken.
He keeps saying he doesn't believe in love and relationships suck.
It breaks my heart so much.
Why won't he give me a chance?
Why won't he let me in?
Please just a little! Please!
I just want to show him how it feels to be loved.
I'd do anything, just to show it.
I want to show him we're not all like her!
Everytime I try I feel myself slipping.
More and more, back to my old ways...
Everything is going dark again.
You see, trying to fix him, I broke myself again.
I lost my way again.
I tried to show him how to feel again, but it didn't work.
I tried to make him see and believe.
But now I'm broken, I don't see and I don't believe.
In the end we both ended up Broken Beyond Repair!
Yet:
All I wanted to do was love!

-Shriyaa ❤️😊