Love And Hip Hop :Loving A Thug (Urban)

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Later On That Same Day I Left Aaliyah With My Mama And Went To Go Check On Ciara Because I Haven't Heard From Her In A Couples Of Days

I've Arrived At Her House And Knocked On The Door

James Open The Door Smiling At Me "Hey Pretty" He Said

I Rolled My Eyes And Said "Where Is Ciara"

"She Sleep" He Replied 

"Its Only 5 In The Afternoon I Know Shes Not Sleep" I Said

"She Is" I Replied

"Well Let Me In I Wanna Make Sure Shes Okay" I Said

And Than Ciara Comes To The Door With Her Lip Busted

"Wassup Mya" She Said As James Went Back Inside As I Still Stood In The HallWay

"What Happen To Yo Lip Ciara" I Asked As I Raised My Eyebrow

"Nothing" She Replied

I Shook My Head

"We Talked About This Cece I Thought You Wasnt Coming Back To This Nigga" I Said

"Well If You Can Go Running Back To Delon I Can Run Back To James"

She Said As She Stepped In the Hallway And Close The Door Behind Her.

"Delon Doesn't Beat My Ass" I Replied

"He Might As Well He Do Everything Else To You He Already Lie,Cheat And Treat You Like Shit" She Said

My Eyes Began To Watered

"Well Atleast He Doesn't Abuse Me" I Said

"Maybe Not Physically But He's Mentally Abusing You And The Fucked Up Part About It Is You Don't Even Realize What This Nigga Is Doing To You" She Said

"You Know What Fuck You Cece You Was The Same Bitch Fucking Delon Behind My Back Remember ?? Texting Him You Loved Him And Shit Remember ? I Said

"Yeah I Am But You The Same Bitch That Fucked My Nigga In My House Maybe If You Wouldn't Fucked Eric Maybe I Wouldn't Be With This Nigga Crazy" She Said

"Don't Blame Me Because You Have Bad Choices When It Comes To Niggas" I Said

"I Make Bad Choices With Niggas?? Bitch Look In The Mirror Your Boyfriend Fucked Half The Bitches In The City" She Said

"Well At Least He Doesn't Black My Eyes" I Said As I Walked Away

I Got In My Car And Started Crying

I Hate Arguing With Ciara

She Was Telling The Truth But I Just Didn't Want To Hear It

As I Was Crying Delon Was Calling I Answered

And Said "What Delon"

"What's Wrong" He Said

"You Is What's Wrong Delon You Got Me Looking Stupid Why You Have To Cheat On Me All The Fucking Time" I Screamed Into Phone

He Got Quiet

"So You Not Gon Answer The Question" I Said

"What You Want Me To Say Mya" He Asked

I Wanted Him To Say I Apologize Mya I Love You And Fuck Them Other Bitches For Now On Its Me And You Baby And I Wanted Him To Mean It

"I Hate You So Much" I Screamed

"You Do?" He Asked

"Yes I Hate The Fucking Day I Met Yo Grimey Ass" I Screamed More

"Im Done Delon Don't Call Me No More Just Stay The Fuck Outta My Life And If You Wanna See Aaliyah Take Me To Court" I Continue

He Got Quiet Again

"Hello.....Hello...Delon??" I Said

I Took My Phone From My Ear And Looked At It

He Hung Up

I Didn't Mean Nothing I Just Said To Him

I Drove To An Cvs And Picked Up An Pregnancy Test

Even Tho Me And Delon Was In A Bad Place I Just Had To Know If I Was Pregnant

I Got Back To My Mama House

I Walk Up To The Bathroom

I Pee On It The Directions Said To Wait 6Minutes 2Lines Meant Was Pregnant And 1 Meant I Wasn't Pregnant

During Those 6Minutes I Realized That All These Years I Been With Delon I Lost Who I Was As A Person The Old Mya Would Never Put Up With Delon's Shit But New Mya Had A Daughter So It Was Hard To Leave Him

Have you finally found the one you've given
your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to
you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they
will care - Brandy

That's Exactly How I Felt I Just Wanted Delon To Love Me The Way That I Love Him And To Be Faithful To Me

It Had Already Been 10 Minutes And I Finally Pick The Test Up And Looked At It

And It Was 2 Lines

Damn Im Pregnant Again

It Was A Thousand Emotions I Was Feeling At One Time

I Put The Test In A Plastic Grocery Bag And Tied It Up

I Walked Out Of The Bathroom And Walked Right Into My Mama

"You Okay" She Asked

I Tried To Fake A Smile But I Couldn't I Just Burst In To Tears As I Fell To The  Floor

"Mama Im Pregnant By Delon" I Cried Out As She Sat On The Floor

She Hugged Me As Tight As She Could And Said "Its Okay Shhh"

I Was Crying To My Mama Like I Was A Little Girl

"Mama My Heart Is In So Much Pain Right Now You Was Right About Him Mama"I Said As I Cried Harder

She Lift My Head Up In Said " Your  Gonna Be Okay Get Ya Self Together And Than Call And Make A Doctors Appointment And Your Gonna Call Delon And Tell Him The Good News" She Said As She Helped Me Up

I Smiled At Her

I Didn't Expect My Mama To Be Nice Like That But She Was

I Went To My Bedroom And Called Delon 1st

He Didn't Answer

So I Called Again And He Sent Me Straight To Voicemail