what dose one do when the're sad
but there happy place is falling apart
dose one distract one's self
or still try to go there knowing it will make them sad.
now I just go to my head and think about happy headcanons
but it all leads back to my happy place
I try to go back pretend it never happened but soon it'll catch up and I'll be a mess
do I move on and search for another place or weep in sarow
I think I'll go to my old happy place
it may have been lost long ago
but the memory helps with the pain
I like to pretend that people will never drift apart from
but that's a lie I tell to keep me happy
Some day I will drift from my friends
I'll be a lonely girl again
not willing to grow up
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