SHE, A LOVE, A MYSTERY

Day 15

Huh, morning again, what should I do? Fine, I’ll go
to Jany’s house, I took a shower and all what we do
in our morning routine, after that I went to the
Jany’s house and her sister opened, and said Jany to
come down, she came and saw me, she hugged me
and I invited her to walk in the hill, she accepted,
we went walking through some parts of the woods,
finally we got in the hill and the trunk where we
always sit, she sat and told me to do the same, I did
it, she said this, “hey, I don’t know if you know this,
but if I go, you don’t have to be scared, you will find
me, in a future, near or far, maybe some days after
that, or maybe, in other life, when we become cats,
then, I’ll still love you, I wish you do the same, I wish
the best for you, you might have a great future, if
you are confused, don’t worry, indeed, you might
be like that, after all, I am not what you think I am, I
am the love, love is talking to you, now, when you
get back to your life, remember all things I said to you, remember the hugs, remember the kisses,
remember all you felt for me and what I felt for you,
now, remember this, you have to take your life,
keep it out from the routine, make it yours, don’t
let anybody to tell you what to do, be happy and
finally, remember that love is not the key of life or
anything, don’t go searching it, wait for it, I’m
certain, I’ll search you, in the shape of a beautiful
teenager, wait for me, but don’t do only that, and
do not open your heart to everybody, some people
take advantage of that little opening and break it,
so, hug me, and, feel how love is”, then, I hugged
her, and she finally said, “close your eyes, and wait
10 seconds, then, you will be better, trust in me”, I
closed my eyes, and it was an eternity for me, in the
first 5 seconds everything was right, in the second
6, I stopped listening to the birds and the wind from
the hill, in the second 7, I heard a hospital machine,
in the second 8, I heard my father and my sister
Lucy crying and laughing, in the second 9, started
getting up, and in the second 10, before I opened
my eyes, I still felt the Jany’s, or love’s hug, I opened
my eyes, and there was I, reality, in a hospital room,
connected to a machine, reacting, with my father,
Lucy and doctors, looking at me, I couldn’t ask what had happen when some doctors screamed, “he
woke up, he woke up from his coma”, then my
sister hugged me stronger and my father ran to do
the same, they were crying, and was just confused
about all, my life, who was Jany, is this reality, are
we alive, are we something?