Chapter 8 : It still hurts

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Selena

I laugh at the stupid joke Dylan tells me, we've been getting closer as friends , he's good company when Justin's not around , he told me he has a crush on someone else now , that made me happy .

"What are you doing after school ? " Cassidy asks "going home why ?" I ask "I need a ride to that Leo guys house " she says , I shrug and nod "sure that way I can see Justin too because the dumbass didn't come to school " I say pouting "I miss him " I sigh "awww cheer up buttercup you'll see him later " she coos like I'm a baby , I smack her hand and laugh .

- Skipping to after school cause I'm lazy -

"Hey , you okay with being here ?" Cassidy asks "surprisingly yeah " I say turning my car off " we can always leave " she says "Cassidy I'm fine I promise " I say , she nods .

"Hello ladies " One of Leo's guys or whatever answers the door "hi we're looking for Jason and Justin " Cassidy squeaks out , I bite my lip so I won't laugh at her nervousness " um... okay come in , come in " the man says .

Damn what kind of house is this ? There's beer bottles everywhere , blunt, bongs ! and very loud music "damn this house is crazy " Cassidy whispers "I know " I whisper back .

"Thanks " Cassidy says pushing the door open " you're welcome " the guy says walking away , the room is filled with smoke theres two couches and a TV with a game system , Jason and Justin are sitting down smoking and playing a game.

"Baby !" Justin cheers pausing the game "hey " I smile walking towards him "Hey Cass" Jason says getting up , Justin leans in to kiss me but a backup and give him a piece of gum , he rolls his eyes and puts it in his mouth , then I kiss him and sit down next to him .

About 40 minutes into being here the door swings open and a bunch of half dressed girls , and some random guys walk in , I look at Justin raising my eyebrows he throws his hands up in surrender "I promise you I always leave when these bitches come " Justin says kissing my cheek .

Justin was standing between my legs keeping his head on my chest hugging me the entire time of this little party or whatever .

The door opened and I looked up , my eyes welled up , its her the girl Justin cheated on me with "Selena you okay ?" Cassidy asks looking concerned , I sniffle pushing Justin off me "I need a minute " I say "ba-" Justin began grabbing my arm "I just need a minute " I say pulling away from him .

I gripped my steering wheel and cried harder , it still hurts to think you weren't good enough for the love of your life so he went to someone else , found that connection with someone else .

I sigh leaning back on my seat , I just want to disappear right now , I called Pattie and listened to my baby babble so that made me feel a lot better , I can't go back in there though , that's the only thing I know .

A knock on the window interrupted my thinking , I open my eyes and see Justin , I sigh and unlock my car so he can get in the passenger side .

We stayed quiet for a while Justin was the first to speak "I'm sorry " he says "does she come here a lot ?" I ask looking out the window "whenever the guys want a fuck " I wince at his words , she's been around , what if he caught something from her and he gave it to me ? Well this is fucking great .

"Justin I love you , I really do but I can't deal with this , knowing she's here when you're here it's just not okay " I sigh "then I'll make sure she doesn't come back " Justin says "it's not just her Justin , it her , it's those girls, it's this shit whatever the fuck it is , I don't want you drinking and smoking all fucking day but you're not gonna stop so what's the point of this ?  Me , you  , trying to make this work ? Theres still gonna be other girls , and you're still gonna party maybe it was too soon for us to get back together "I sniffle "you want to break up ? Fine , I'm tired of doing this shit with you " Justin shouts "doing what ? You fucking cheated on me ! You put your dick in another bitch , I don't have the right to be upset about it ? " I shout back "I'm not saying that , but whenever we fight you always bring it up 'well you cheated on me so yeah ' it was once , I've told you a thousand times it was a one time thing ,  get the fuck over it " he says "get out " I say "what ?" He says shocked "I said get the fuck out " I say , he scoffs and gets out my car .

I picked Rosalia up from Pattie and went home , I stayed up late hugging my baby , right now it feels like it's just me and her against the world .

I picked Rosalia up from Pattie and went home , I stayed up late hugging my baby , right now it feels like it's just me and her against the world

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SelenaGomez: wish I could give a fuck ✨

Darlene: me though

Casiiiii: I'm rollin the caption 👏😂😂😂 but 😱😍😍😍😍😍

Jasonkills: bruhhhhhhh

Alfredoflores: She's Feisty today

Kallie: *Turns around quickly* someone said tea ???  😍

Francesca: Ayyyyy Selena 😂😂😂 love you bitch ! 💖

SelenaGomez: que ? 😂😂😂and I love you too 💖 @Francesca

DylanO'Brien: ?

Mallory: Oh lord ,and you're so cute , I hate you : (

Henry: you cute

JustinMcCann: lol

HappyHana: Selena got no chill 😂😂

SelenaGomez: didn't they tell you that I was a savage ? 🎶

Casiiiii: 😂😂😂 this bitch Selena stop being petty

SelenaGomez: lol never 😂😂😂 @Casiiiii

SelenaGomez: "I'm a petty bitch that lives for drama " 💀💀💀(A/N: me though )

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A/N: DON'T KILL ME !

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