You left everything meant beautiful in life
I became the new leader
Now they look up to me
You were my idol!
Now you ruined my life.
As if I was just a plastic toy
Im ruining their early days
The days they start as their own
They follow my every move
All the way to the point until I harm
I don’t think I could be a idol!
Cant let them do what I do
Don’t want them to be in pain!
Trying to cure myself, but only to be poisoned again!
My heart hurts! In so much pain
Don’t think that tears will stop.
I want to purify their lives
Not poison it
Enjoy life!
Don’t destroy it
Please listen to these words of a broken angel
I want to make you smile again (smile again)
But the ideas are negative!
Love is all they need to grow
So please love yourself and I can add more
Leave that razor there, ignore the pin on the floor
Im ruining their early days
The days they start as their own
They follow my every move
All the way to the point until I harm
I don’t think I could be a idol!
Cant let them do what I do
Don’t want them to be in pain!
Trying to cure myself, but only to be poisoned again!
My heart hurts! In so much pain
Don’t think that tears will stop.
I want to purify their lives
Not poison it
Enjoy life!
Don’t destroy it
Please listen to these words of a broken angel
The angels are speaking to you…
Please hear their words of pure
We are letting you go
Go get help, we are here to love you
Cry to me, don’t hide it anymore
Talk to me, don’t ignore the sadness.
I want to be the good model for them
Look at my good side, not my bad one
Laugh at the great moments
Cry to me if you have to
Help me cure myself, don’t follow me anymore
Please!
My emotions are confusing, so fucking dizzy!
Please let them stop
Help God, ill pray for them
Live life it was the only thing
Listen to my pleads
I don’t think I could be a idol!
Cant let them do what I do
Don’t want them to be in pain!
Trying to cure myself, but only to be poisoned again!
My heart hurts! In so much pain
Don’t think that tears will stop.
I want to purify their lives
Not poison it
Enjoy life!
Don’t destroy it
Please listen to these words of a broken angel
don't forget my words
I don’t think I could be a idol!
Cant let them do what I do
Don’t want them to be in pain!
Trying to cure myself, but only to be poisoned again!
My heart hurts! In so much pain
Don’t think that tears will stop.
I want to purify their lives
Not poison it
Enjoy life!
Don’t destroy it
Please listen to these words of a broken angel
Don't forget my words
Don't forget my words
don't become your own fear,
don't become your own monster!
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Poems of a loney girl
RandomThese are poems by me, there are probably going to have songs and quotes by me too (or other people). They will probably be trigger ones, please don't read them if you're a self harmer. I wouldn't want you to start doing things that you'll regret an...