Wolf (Blood & Pack # 1)

~Hurtful Desires~

Chantal's P.O.V.

I want to go away, I felt betrayed. Even my own parents made the conclusion and the idea to inject me with wolvesbane just for them to fulfil their plan. I wanted to dispise them, everyday, they kept on giving me smiles but behind those smiles were actually lies. They even had the guts to tell me that maybe Ilayda was just tired, but that won't work on me anymore.

"Kaiser? Are you here?" I asked through our mindlink, eventhough I also trusts Luhan and Blake's other brothers, I gave Kaiser all my trust eversince that day when he showed me how broken he is when Charlotte, his forced human marked mate was taken away from him. I instantly felt his sorrow and pain when he stared into my eyes. Eventhough he's a hybrid which is clearly dangerous for us wolves, I still trust him that he wouldn't hurt me.

"Luna?" He answered back

"I told you not to call me that right?" I sighed as he kept on calling me Luna but infact I'm really not their Luna.

"Sorry, do you need something?" He asked, I sat on the foot of my bed and looked at the mirror. I was getting a bit chubbier these days, I only ate the right proportions so what's happening to me?

"Can you come here?" I heaved a sigh as I looked everywhere, trying to see if I could probably clean some cob webs on my room since it's too boring to be here in your room. Dad and Mom told me not to come out of my room and I know why.

"Yes noona, just wait a bit" He answered, I stood up from the bed, already wanting to go out but before I could twist the doorknob, a knock immediately made me jump.

"Chantal noona? It's me Kaiser" Vampire and werewolf speed is really a scary one, I just ended the link a minute ago and yet he already reached my room? Where the heck was this guy earlier?

"Do you need anything?" He asked once I opened the door for him and let him enter my room, he leaned on my table dresser and looked at me in question while I was sitting on the foot of my bed again.

"Can you do me a favor?" I asked as his eyebrows were raised a bit.

"Depends on what you wanted me to do, I can't let you ran off just like the last time" I chuckled softly as I remembered the memory, Kaiser crossed his arms on his chest as he gave me a smile. I think he was also laughing while remembering the last time I ran away from the pack house.

"I wasn't planning to, I heard you talking to Ethan about a training camp" I uttered in which Kaiser immediately nods his head.

"Yeah, we'll go there later since we need to train ourselves for the pack war if ever. Do want to go with us?" He asked but I only shooked my head telling him that I'm already fine besides I don't think the Lunas and the Alphas would be happy if they saw me at the training grounds.

"How long will all of you train?" I asked them since I know that Blake is the one responsible in training his brothers, but I also know that he will extend the training if someone will keep on acting as if he's really badly hurt.

"Well all my brothers will come and even our Alpha but I guess Blake likes to make it fast, he still have may things to do" I have the right mindset.

"Can you extend your time when training?" I asked him, hopefully he'll agree.

"Why? Is there something wrong?" His eyebrows were now furrowed as he looked worriedly at me.

"I'm not going to run don't worry, I just need to figure something out"

"If that's what you say, but don't ever ever run away from us again" I chuckled but nod my head nonetheless, I don't know where to run if I'll leave the pack house anyway.

"That's all, thank you"

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At night time, Kaiser did really made his promise so I went back to my plan and acted as if I'm asleep. I need to confront them as soon as possible because they'll keep on doing this if I will not immediately act. Just like the other nights, Luna Boa and my mom creeped inside my room with a syringe in my mom's hand. They tiptoed towards me at the bed and sat on it so they would also feel comfortable, but before they could inject the syringe to me I'll confront them now.

"When do you plan to stop this?" I asked as I hold the syringe in my hand, preventing it from getting injected on my body. I looked at the two Luna's who was still in shock, they probably doesn't think that I already blew up their cover.

"Chantal, why-" Mom asked me with shock evident on her face, even Luna Boa was also shocked to see me awake.

"When do you plan to stop this?" I asked them as I crumples the syringe as if it's only just a piece of paper, my mom and Luna Boa shrieked when they saw my hand already burning from the deathly liquid oozing out of the syringe, but I don't care. I need my answers now.

"I know everything mom, I know what you're doing. From the very start I knew it was you, but I don't understand. Why are you doing this to me? I didn't want to believe Ilayda, but I've had enough. Now tell me, when do you plan to stop this?" I asked, my teeth already gritting. Even Ilayda wants to come out now.

"Until you get pregnant" Luna Boa answered it for mom, so I scoffed. So that's why I was always waking up with a sore lower reigion. They want me and Blake to mate with each other so I would be pregnant, to have the heir in this pack! He should've rejected me from the start if this is all I'm going to be! He should've rejected me so I wouldn't bear to see myself in pain after all the times I've been ignored by my mate!

"Then pehaps he's not my real mate" I uttered, my throat already begins to get raspy and I already want to cough.

"What are you-" Luna Boa tried to ask but I immediately cutted her off, even mom was puzzled on the way I'm acting right now.

"If he's really my mate then probably when something happened between us on our first night. I should've already been pregnant. You don't know what's happening to me, you don't know how hurt I already am" I begin to sob as my voice cracked in the end, I don't want to be here. I want to run away from them. I don't want to be here if I know that the people around me are only lying to me.

"I'm tired pushing myself to him, I don't want to be his mate anymore!"