I'm just warning you this chapter is not written very well. It's mostly random thoughts. I'm sharing this here because.. I don't even know.
Eh, existential crisis. Do you have this weird thing sometimes that you're just really.. sad. And you just feel everything is boring and not worth all the work? Or you just tend to overthink things all the time?
Yeah me too.
I mean, I just don't have any irl friends. As in, I don't feel they're actually my friends. But I also feel I don't need them. It's pretty bad.
I tend to overthink everything. And I think about life a lot. A LOT.
I get frustrated by everything. I HATE HATE HATE meeting with people. I feel the best by my own.
Very often, if I have any problem or bad day, I talk to myself. I have fucking trust issues. Whatever I say to whomever, they will ALWAYS let it out to someone else even if I clearly say not to tell anyone.
I cry a lot. It makes me feel good.
I just can't wait until university.
