Thoughts To Nowhere

This Is Me

Here i am, this is me,
I am the one you will never see,
I make her what she can never be,
Because i wont stand to see her happy.
Not even for a short while,
Will i allow her to smile,
Its just simply not my style,
Id rather things cruel and vile.
For I am the dreadful thoughts in her head that creep,
Whilst awake, or as she sleeps,
I am the tears that flood her cheeks,
And i love the way that her heart weeps.
So let me just make things worse,
I will be devious and forever coerce,
As i ad another verse,
And torture her with this curse.
I will fill her with hate,
It will focus on her self image and weight,
Her insecurities i'll irritate
A life of paranoia and pain is her fate.
She will never be loved truly,
Everyday i will treat her cruelly,
It will all outweigh her beauty,
I swear, this is my life long duty.
But no one will ever understand,
This traitorous life for her i have planned!
Oh how it will be so grand,
When they finally notice she is damned.