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As the queen sat looking out the window all that could come to mind was the day she found her children laying on the bed. At first they looked like they where sleeping after a night of talking. So she let the two alone walking away smiling to herself. Those two what would they ever do with out each other?Break ups are hard but when you find out the one you love betrayed you it must be hard on such a young heart. They have each other and when they wake things might be normal again.
Night had fallen up on sexy land and the queen did not see her children all day let alone hear them screaming at each other. She asked a few times had anyone happen to see them maybe sneak out of the castle but everyone said they haven't seen them all day.
As the queen made her way back to where she her self had last seen her children she had an odd feeling that something was not right. She placed her hand on the door with a deep breath. she opened the door to the same sight she had saw that morning.
I'm sorry Milady but it's as if they have fallen in some kind of deep sleep, and I have tried everything to wake them but noting is working. I have even tried magic and not even then did they wake. I would say the young master has a broken heart and he has chosen to go into this sleep like state he will awake when he is ready. As for the young misters she has chosen not to be with out her brother, they have a great bond that goes be on the blood they share. All any of us can do know is wait and hope they will return to us.
You can not know what I feel from day to day as I can not know how one feels. It's like a living nightmare day in and day out, but no one must know for I must put the best front on smile and Carey on like noting has gone wrong. I do think it would be easier for if I would just end it all. My mind is no longer sound I hear the cries Eco all the time. I have so many questions but no bloody answer,why must I weep when night falls up on me. Ones heart so pure so loved beating ever so slow as if they fallen unto dead sleep.
As the queen wrote in her journal she pulled out the letter that was found next to her children and opened it after months of seating on her night table
A time comes when your at a stand still and don't know what will come of anything next. Everything happens for a reason but there are somethings that aren't meant to be. I have tried to stop the tears but its like my heart breaks more and more with each passing day. I feel like I'm noting drifting off into a bloke hole that wont let me go. I look at my dear sister and see the hurt I'm causing her and it pains me even more to know what I'm doing to her but she refuse to leave me to myself destruction. Just the word self destruction sounds like it could rip someone into but unfortunately just the words alone have no effect. Hell I cant even set here and say this was a well thought out last letter because its far from it. They say you see your life flash by you before you die I hope like everything in hell that it don't because theres some stuff I would rather forget instead of reliving it. I guess that why I'm putting an end to it all so I don't have to relive a nightmare like this again.
Love with my all
Ken
I know we have been told more times then we can count not to use magic until we learn more about it but its the only way I knew how to help. It want end either of our lives just put us in a deep sleep for how long I'm not sure. We will both awake one day and hopefully when that day comes the heart broken Ken will be well not heart broken. I don't have all that much to say but I cant not set here and watch him sleep or go on like this so I will sleep for how ever long. I know it will be hard for you but you have to remember to go on living we both love you with everything momma
love always
Beauty
as the queen sat reading the letter tears began to fall.
