Bipolar and Me

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I never thought I'd be the one, until it happens again.
I never think it's going to be me, until its present tense.
I don't think that I can make it.
I don't think I'm trying hard enough.
I think I may be losing patience.
I think I may be losing touch.
I'm letting it all go now, I'm trying to face my fears.
I'm jumping up on buildings,
and falling down from fear.
I'm locking eyes with the angel of death and staring her in her face.
I'm blowing a kiss and winking at her because I still have faith.
I still cry when I see a sunset set,
and see a star just shine.
I still cry when a sad commercial plays,
some say I've lost my mind.
I cry when happy things happen too, they happen during a phase. sometimes I just find myself,
trapped inside a cage.
Make up your mind girl,
Are you trapped or not?
Are you stuck out in the rain?
I want to split my wrists and jump off cliffs,
Until I feel no pain.
I love my life,
I feel so free,
My limits have no end.
My pulse is quick,
My feet are fast,
Then why do I feel dead?

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 08, 2016 ⏰

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