Its started with the fixed

chapter 6: cant explain

Cant explain

lucane's pov:
after ng lunch namin ay nag pahatid nako sa kanya kung nasaan sila hannah

@resto bar...

"hey vince" nica

"yowww" vince

"nag date kayo?" tanong ni hannah

"cute couple. pareho pa kayo ng damit" nica

"oo nga e. "shane

"san kayo galeng?" jane

" ah lunch lang with his family"

i check the clock at 3:00 pm palang

"san kana ngayon?" tanong ko kay vince

"mambababae " sabay smirk nya.

"k" yun na lang ang nasabi ko

"uyyy she's jealous" pang aasar ni jane

nag seselos nga ba ko? ofcoarse not  . tss  pero bat ako naiinis at di ko alam kung  bakit.
well im really fucking dont care but why im acting over react i supposed to act like ... argh  . nevermind

" hindi noh  duh . kahit mambabae pa sya wala akong pake" sabay inom ko ng juice ni hannah

napatingin kami sa babaeng tumawag kay vince .
makangiti wagas . tss .
at nag yakapan pa sila.
"vince . how are you?"
she asked with a flirting voice

"im fine. you ? long time no see"

"eto maganda paren." sabay tawa nya.
nag tinginan naman yung mga kaibigan ko .tss. alam ko mga tinginan nilang ganyan.

*ehem*
kunware kong ubo dahilan para mapatingin sila sakin.
ininom ko naman ang tubig ko ng di sila tinitignan

"inuubo ka?" tanong ni nica sabay tawa

"sino sya?" biglang tanong ng babae

"and you who are you?"  i asked with a confindence to ask

"one of my girls baby" he whispered in my ears
agad naman akong tumayo

"well what ever lets go girls. you vince have a nice day with that girl"
pilit kong ngiti na nakataray medyo.

"maaga pa aalis na tayo?" tanong ni hannah tinignan ko naman sya agad ng masama

"uh oh. lets go na baka malate pa tayo"
sabay tayo nilang lahat

"bye enjoy kayo vince" nakangiting sabi ni jane

" ask her a date" kinikilig na sabi ni shane
agad naman silang napatingin sakin

"i know that stare bitch  . fuck it of . i dont even care duh"
sumakay na kaming lahat sa sasakyan ni nica.
bago pa kami makaalis ay tumingin ulit ako kay vince
masaya syang nakikipag kwentuhan sa babaeng yon habang yung babae ay hinahampas sya sa tyan.
why he acting like he doesnt have a wife a fucking wife that just a fixed marriage.
its just a fixed
i hate my self  . i hate what im feeling right now. naiinis ako ng di ko alam o alam ko talaga ayaw ko lang sabihin. damn it. bullshit. di ba dapat matuwa ako. the way he flirts with other girls . the more i can flirt with other guys too.
but why,?
Nag seselos bako ? I hate it. I cant explain.
May gusto naba ko sa kanya? Fucking no
I hate him very much . So thats impossible to like him.
But the more you love the more you hate
Well. I dont fucking care about that quotes or what so ever.

"A penny of your thoughts?" Hannah said while combing her hair using her finger.

"Just nothing.." i said then look outside

"Hmm. Nothing.really?"

"Yeah  its just fucking nothing why are you asking? If you ask me but you dont believe. Fuck  stop asking bitch"

"Woahhh chill bitch  im just asking unless?" Then she smirks at me
I hate the way she smirk at me like that
Is she getting me pissed off?

"I know what your thinking bitch"
I said

"Then what do i think ?" Then she smirk again

"If your not stop smirking im gonna punch you dont make it through"

"Hey stop being loquacious lucane is getting pissed. Hahaha"  nica said while driving her car

"Fuck it off dude"

"Jealousy is the ugliest traits" nica said without looking at me and just look on her way

"So what your fucking point?" I asked

"Nothing. I just dont understand other people who act like they dont even care but they get jealous  mad or something" she said again without even looking at me

"Ikaw cane? Do you even feel jealous when some other girls flirting with your husband" biglang tanong ni jane na nag ce cellphone at agad nakapag pabilis ng pintig ng puso ko.
Oh my gosh  . I think im going to have heart attack.
Nakatuon silang lahat sakin at inaantay ang sagot ko while nica is driving . She's still looking at me.

" ofcoarse not. The more he flirt the more i should too" i said without looking at them.
Tumango naman si jane na itinuon na ulit ang tingin sa cellphone nya.

"Why you look sad?" Hannah asked while smirking again.

"Why do you fucking smirk even its not funny" i said with my irritated voice.

"Dont push at her button bitch" nakangising sabi ni shane na ngayon ay nag aayos ng buhok.

"Were here" nica said

Agad naman kaming bumaba at pumasok na ng simbahan

"Woah. Hot"  hannah said while biting her lower lip

"Stop it were here para umattend sa mass. Not to find a boys." I said

"Ok" aniya  nya at nag lakad na kami papasok.
Nag simula ng mag salita ang pari.
Gosh inaantok ako

"Feel so sleepy" sabay hikab ko

"Sabi nila pag inaantok ka daw habang nasa simbahan  dinidemonyo ka daw" nica said

"Well im not worry about that GOD is always be here for us" proud na sabi ko at nakinig na sa pari

After a minutes ay tumayo na kami at nag hawak hawak ng kamay at kumanta
Sabi ni dad sakin dati wag daw mahihiya na kumanta.
Kasi si GOD ang kinakantahan natin pinasasalamatan at pinupuri imbis na puro mga kantang may mura ay mga kanta na lang daw tungkol sa DYOS ang kantahin ko

Natapos na ang misa at sumakay na ulit kaming sasakyan

"Bar?"  Shane

"May pasok na bukas e" sabay pout ni nica

"Ouch"

"Duh  malayo yan sa bituka" sabi ni hannah sa naapakan nyang si jane

"Stop acting like you know my pain..." maarteng sabi ni hannah with iyak keme pa wala nang luha
"Stop acting like you own it your not me and you will never be me  okay ba?" Excited na sabi nya at inaantay ang mga side comment namin

"Not good enough" jane

"Galingan mo pa sa susunod bes. With tears dapat" nakangiting sabi ni shane

"Were here" hannah

"Sa bahay namin?"

"Yep. May mga lakad pa kami e  hehez" nica

"So iiwan nyoko" i asked

"Yessy  . Sanay ka naman na iwan e" jane

"Ow your husband ayun oh  palabas ng gate pigilan mo bes para may kasama ka"nica
At tinulak na nila ako  palabas ng sasakyan

"Arhghhh  . I hate you all" ngumisi lang sila at pinaandar na ulit ni nica yung sasakyan.
Fucking bullshit.

"Where are you going?" Mataray na tanong ko

"At kailan ka pa nag karoon ng pake " poker face na sabi nya.

Di nako sumagot at pumasok na sa loob ng bahay.