Destruction

she thought I couldn't see her texts. that might have been the problem. i could see what she said to people behind a screen and see who she really favored. we had know each other since we were both two, but I guess that hadn't mattered much to her. 7th grade sucked and I had a hope that I would know no one in 8th grade so I could have a fresh start. But with my luck, everyone I had slowly begun to hate had to be on my team. (luckily K hadn't been on my team, she was a bitch) it was okay sometimes. but as soon as I thought everything was great, the truth slapped me in the face and I punished myself in the dark of the night for my idiotic thinking. Why had we never had nicknames for each other? 'Fun size' is such a stupid nickname isn't it? And 'Short stuff'? I guess I'm a bit biased with my anger. I hate myself for being a little pussy but I can't help it. I feel like E is more my friend than M now. (M is funsized) we used to be an amazing trio until the DC trip, which I couldn't attend. All of a sudden I had lost my both of my best friends.