。regrets; hyungwonho

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i regret waiting.
if i hadn't have waited, then i would never have met you.
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i regret not bringing an umbrella.
if i had brought one, then you would never have had to give me yours.
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i regret seeing you smile.
if i hadn't seen your smile, i mightve rejected your kindness.
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i regret asking your name.
if i hadn't asked your name, i wouldn't have been so curious about you.
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i regret giving you my number.
if i didn't have your number, you wouldn't be able to ask for the umbrella to be returned.
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i regret replying to your text.
if i hadn't replied, i wouldn't have had to see your smile again.
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i regret saying yes to coffee.
if i had said no, we would never have spoken again.
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i regret telling you about me.
if i had told you nothing, you wouldn't  visit me at work.
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i regret allowing you to help me close up the shop.
if i hadn't allowed it, you would never have caught me from falling.
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i regret falling into your arms.
if i hadn't fallen, i wouldn't be left imagining your arms wrapped around me.
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i regret picking up when you called.
if i had declined, i wouldn't have fallen in love with your voice.
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i regret allowing you into my home.
if i hadnt, i wouldn't be left watching you sleep beside me.
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i regret not letting you sleep on the floor.
if i had, i wouldn't be infatuated with the smell of you on my pillows.
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i regret not returning the jumper you left behind.
if i had, it wouldn't be making me miss you.
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i regret telling you i missed you.
if i had said nothing, you wouldn't have told me how you feel.
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i regret saying i liked you too.
if i had denied my feelings, i wouldn't have fallen in love with you.
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i regret falling in love with you, shin hoseok.
if i hadn't, i wouldn't be left heart broken at your grave.
i wouldn't be scarred with the image of your face being so pale.
i wouldn't be in pain every time i remembered your voice.
i wouldn't crave your kisses and your love.
i wouldn't feel like dying just so i could be with you.
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i regret loving you.
but still, i love you with all my heart.
i was too weak to stop falling in love with you and i am still to weak to stop loving you.
i just regret not asking if you ever loved me back.
i regret not hearing you say i love you.
if i had, maybe i wouldn't regret so much.

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wowow
a crappy return from a person who has forgotten how to write lmao
i wrote this with no aim tbh and i didn't proof read it so it could be really bad but idc it's something

idk if ive returned yet. its been a while and i feel differently about wattpad tbh and i stan different groups to those i did last year.

welp, anyways here's a temporary return book on hyungwonho.

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