Love Me (princeton love story)

part 42

yn pov

well that whole incident is over no back to the story

when the woman turned around, i couldnt believe my eyes

jacob- i have been keeping a secret from you for a while now and i think thats its finally time for me to tell the big secret

me- what is she doing here?

???-im here to finally talk to you and ray

me- why

???- because one im your mother and 2 i want to be civil with you about things

me- oh.. so now you want to talk? when you had a year to expalin

mom- im sorry yn.. i just didint know how to explain what was going on

me- i have a question.. why didnt you tell me i had a brother?

mom- *speechless*

me- did i speak a foreign language foe you not to understand?

jacob- yn-gco

me STFU! im not talking to you

jacob- *quiet*

mom- i didnt know how to tell you

me- you are so pathetic you know that? you know how many times i had asked you for a brother but you would say no everytime?

mom- im sorry

me- i dont give a flying fvck if your sorry

i was so angry with her.. i was espeacially mad with jacob for keeping a secret away from me

me- and so much for keeping secrets huh?

jacob- i had no choice

me- you had a choice to choose? and you chose to not tell me the one thing i should've know about? thats dealing with my mother?

mom- i told him not to tell you

me- why?

i just wanted to punch the shyt out of her i couldnt stand to look at them so i juhh walked off while she was talking. i didint want to hear anymore of her BS so i juhh left. i need to clear my mind so  took a drive to the park while

it took me 3 hours to clear my mind of what ive been through from meeting jacob, finding out i had an older brother, having a kid, everything i couldnt bare anymore i feel lifeless form all the lies and deceate ( i dont know how you spell that) and hurt i put up with all i wanted to do was to be happy is that to much to ask? why did god choose me out of all people, to live this life, why coiuldnt i just leave when i wanted to? why did i have to deal with things the way i do? my mind was distracted from someone sitting beside me, and guess who it was?

jacob

jacob- baby im sorry

me- *wipes tears* i dont care anymore

he tried to pull me close to him but before he could touch me i moved away as far as possible

jacob- yn please dont do th-gco

me- *slaps him* HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?! WHY WOULD YOU KEEP A SECRET SO BIG AWAY FROM ME?! YOU KNEW HOW MUCH IWANTED TO KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPEND TO MY MOTHER!!!

jacob- *starts crying* WHY DO YOU THINK I DIDNT TELL YOU HUH? I ONLY DID IT TO PROTECT YOU!! YOUR MOM TOLD ME TO NO TELL OYU BECAUSE SHE DIDNT WANT YOU TO BE KILLED!!

that was backfire

jacob- she ran away because she was trying to clear her mind form what has been going on since you found out about ray. when she found out that you and ray's father was in town she had to get away quick because ray father was really tryiing to find and kill yall.

me- *speechless*

jacob- there is more to the story but your mom is going to have to tell you

i juhh stood there and looked like a lost odg trying to find her mommy. i didnt know what to say except sity on jacob lap and kis him on his cheek where i slapped him

me- im sorry

jacob- *sniffs* i didnt want to keep it from you i wanted to tell you so bad but if i did i would have put you in danger and i didnt want that

me- does ray know?

jaocb- no.. your mom is going to tell him

after he told me that all i diod was kissed him on his lips slow and passionately i knew he meant well but i juhh anted to know whaa had happened to my mother

jacob- aand i have something else to tell you

me- what is it

jacob- i_______

WHAAAA!!!!! CLIFFHANGER!!! WHAA YOU THINK THE SECRET IS? DO YOU THINK ITS GOOD OR BAD? COMMENT AND VOTE FOR ME TO SEE YOUR FEEDBACK ABOUT IT IM SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO UPDATE I HAVE BEEN DOING ALOT OF THINGS LATELY AND HAPPY BELATED HOLIDAYS!!! HOPED YOU GUYS ENJOYED YOUR CHRISTMAS

HOPED YOU ENJOYED!!

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