Alexis Sierra
My real name is not Alexis Sierra. My real name is Alissa Mareti. I changed my name when I was 9 , at first I hate it. Why should I change my beautiful name into a new name that I'm completely not use to it.
I was happy.. when I was a kid. Have a perfect family and just a simple life when suddenly down hill. I used to be my dad's girl but now I hate him so much. He was a businessman but I don't know why he suddenly became a killer.
My life now turns me into a strong girl , I already face ups and downs so many times in my life and how I hate it when I see people so happy. I'm jealous.
When I knew this fact , I was shocked. I don't know what to do and don't know how to react. Add that I'm pregnant.. a definition of disaster. I was scared , I love Sebastian and I don't know it will turn out like this.
When he got me back , there's a happiness within me. I'm afraid that I will lose him again but at the same time I don't deserve him. I really don't deserve him , he's not the one for me and now I don't know what to do.
Seeing Axel this happy seeing his dad , Frank is back , my carrer is getting down and I'm stressing out.. my life is slowly getting down.
To be honest.. I don't regret my meeting with Sebastian. He is one of the best thing that happen in my life beside being a VS angel. I like him no.. I love him. Now I honestly don't know what to do.
Last night , Sebastian hugged me so tight until he sleeps but I can't. I kept thinking and thinking about what should I do. I honestly want to be with him forever , hugging him until he sleeps , kiss him before he go to work and raise Axel together as a family.. maybe change my last name in Cesborn.
I don't deserve him a bit.. he's too kind and my dad ruined his life by killing his parents. Why God make me meet Sebastian in this kind of situation? If I tell him the truth , he will be mad and kicked me out and never let me in again.
That's what I'm afraid of from the start. Half of me wants him and half of me doesn't want to hurt him.
"Lexy.. you've been spacing out since yesterday. Is everything okay?" Sebastian asked and I looked up to him
"Why do you like me?" I asked and looked straight to his eyes
"Do I need a reason to like you? I don't have a reason for that. I like you.. from the start I lay my eyes on you" He smiled and I looked at my toast
"Why? You're not sure about my feelings?"
"Why a guy like you like a girl like me?"
"What about you? You're a special girl Alexis.. you're amazing. I mean not just amazing in bed but-"
"Sebastian!" I glared and he laughed
"You're amazing in and out Lexy , I saw that when we're on a mission to find Jean. You're a strong girl , never back up in anything. You're funny and sometimes sarcastic. You're the only girl who make my heart raise and giving me this stupid girlish feeling" He said and I nodded
"What if I don't like you anymore Sebastian? What if I decided to find someone else?" I asked but not daring to look at him
"Do you think I believe that? Lexy you're stuck with me. No one will ever take you away from me. You are mine Lexy.. you know that"
"I don't deserve you" I said truthfull
"Why is that? Is you're trying to lie that Axel is not my child agai-"
"My life is a lie" I cut him and looked at him
"What? What do you mean?" He raised his eyebrows
"When you met me.. did you do a research on me?" I asked and he shook his head
"Sebastian.. I know this is going to hurt you but can you hear me out first" I gulped and he nodded. He looked at me seriously and now I'm starting to get nervous
"My name is not Alexis Sierra.. My real name is.. Alissa Mareti" I said and his eyes widen
"Mareti?" Sebastian asked in a shock tone
"Yeah"
"Are you fucking kidding me Alexis? You're Franky Mareti's daughter?" He bursted angrily and that got me really scared
"Yeah"
"Fucker! So you came to me just to use me?" He bursted 2 times bigger than before , I gulped
"No.. I nev-"
"Bullshit! He used you to come to me! This is all his plan! Are you planning to kill me now Alexis?" He asked in a really cold tone
"I didn't know-"
"Didn't know what? I even slept with you! Having Axel was a part of that plan huh? Now I'm doubting if he's my son or not"
"He is your son asshole!" I bursted too
"Are you fucking kidding me Alexis? You're.. you're Franky Mareti's daughter! Shit" He shove the plates and glass on the table causing a really loud breaking sound. I shiver
"So what do you want now? Kill me? Where is he?" He's acting insane but I understand if he's feeling like that because my dad ruined his life.
"I'm going to take care of him Sebastian.. listen to me!" I said
"Why should I? I won't listen to my parent's killer's daughter! Wow Alexis.. I can't believe this! You're Franky Mareti's daughter! I thought you were different" He looked at me disbelief.. good Sebastian , hate me. Hate me now
"I'm no different.. just like other girls , I'm aiming your money" I said in a normal tone but that got him shock
"Good thing I'm not married to you yet.. get out from my house and take that kid with you! I don't want to see you again! Forever!" He bursted and walked away. My heart broke that second , this is what I'm afraid of.
Losing him for good.. but now I am losing him for good. There's no going back. I heard a loud thump.. he already walked out from the house. I quickly ran upstairs to gather all my suitcase and stuff. I opened Axel's room , I carried him and call a taxi to bring me to the airport.
I think I need to find somewhere place more quite than Melbourne.. I'll take my mom with me.. and again I'll lose my job. The job that I love.
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BLS #6 : Locking Her Heart
RomanceBLS #6 Sebastian Cesborn A billionare that has a really cold heart. He never cares about people's feelings except his friends and his family. He doesn't like to have a relationship because he thinks girls want him just because he has money and fame...
